I don't really know why you still want me for all the things that I did to you or this is just a plan of your revenge to me . I don't have courage now because you waste my efforts I did before and now it's your turn to do it . I told you before don't be shy on me because one day you need a courage to talk to me and now I am the one who lose courage, It's your turn now to make an efforts but it seems It will never work out . We can only chat through social media not in personal and I'm not satisfied with it . You know why I'm too shy on you because I don't wanna be hurt again for the same reason. I'm rejected and ignored.
"April 6", I don't know what will I feel on that day . freedom , regret or loneliness.
You should be satisfied on what you have now . Maybe you loved me but I don't know now , I am not your happiness neither your anything on you . I don't know who I am to you . I can see your already happy and It's time for me to disappear in your life, you might feel sadness but it's just temporary for I am the only one should be in a misery life.
