Forbidden Fruit (Cashley Fanfic)

Chapter 1

*CC's P.O.V*

"Thanks for making this concert one of our best ones yet!" Andy screamed down the microphone.

"The Church of the wild ones tour has been awesome, and it's all because of you guys!" Jake belted,  "I can't wait to see you mother fuckers at our next one!"

The crowd went wild. People were screaming, fainting; one girl even threw her bra at us! 

I jumped out from behind me drum kit with 3 pairs of drumsticks and started throwing them into the mosh pit. I knelt down to high-five a fan (she cried), when I noticed a rose in my belt buckle. I started laughing and put the rose in my mouth. Jinxx gave me the weirdest look ever, and pushed me off the stage.

"You've been a great crowd!" Jinxx called back to fans, before shoving me to our dressing rooms.

I stared at Jinxx for a while, with an absolutely beautiful derp face one, before he said:

"You can take that out of your mouth now."

I did as I was told.

"Sorry Mamma Jinxx." I chuckled.

Jinxx smiled at me and punched my shoulder.

"You're an idiot CC."

"I know." I beamed.

"Awwwwww! Guys quick we're gonna' miss CC proposing to Jinxx!"

Jake.

"Wait, does that mean Cinxxy is real?!" Andy howled.

"CC can't marry Jinxx! Only I can marry Jinxx!" Jake protested.

"Guys, what the hell? I'm not proposing to Jinxx." I scowled.

"Then what's up with the rose?" Ashley questioned.

I tried not to smile when I heard his beautiful voice.

"A random fan put it in my belt buckle." I explained, "it was just there when I looked down."

Ashley came up to me and took hold of the rose.

"This is a really good-quality rose." He said, "not one of those cheap ones I give to hookers to make them feel special."

My heart sank.

Ashley continued to examine the rose when I saw it had a card attached to the stem.

It said:

~To the man who keeps me up at night,

the goof to my ball,

the peanut to my butter,

the drum to my stick,

to my darkest desire. 

I love you.~

I took the rose off Ashley and left the room. Something about that message made me feel uneasy, or excited? Possibly even giddy, but who knows. I looked over my shoulder and shook my head. Why did Ashley have to bring up the hookers?! I know I've kept my feelings for Ashley a secret for a while now, but when he mentions hookers, it kills me.

I shook the feeling off and went back to the tour bus. I needed to write in my man journal. No, it is not a diary, it's a man journal, where I write about manly things like new drum patterns for songs! (Ok, it's really where I write down my feelings about life, but that doesn't mean my feeling aren't manly!)

I grab the journal and start writing.

When I was finished writing, Ashley was just staring at me with a worried look. I didn't even hear him come in.

"Uhhh....CC are you alright?" He asked.

"I'm fine." I replied. 

"You sure? You looked pretty intense when writing in that book." Ashley said.

I turned red. Does he know I wrote about him?

"Ash, I said I'm fine." I smiled, "lets just forget about it."

Ashley half-smiled back at me and walked towards me.

"Well, if you need anything I'm here for you." He soothed, grabbing my arm sympatheticly. 

"Thanks." I blushed.

Ashley smiled at me and gave me a hug. I could smell a sweet sent of Whiskey and cherry on his breath. I held him in closer to me and inhaled, his musky sent filing my lungs. When we pulled out of the hug I stared into his chocolate brown eyes and felt as if the Hevans themselfs had cradled my spirit.

"I'm going to the bar." Ashley said, "wanna' join?"

"No, it's fine. I just need some sleep." I laughed, "drum solo's steal all your energy."

Ashley rolled his eyes at me and walked to the door. On his way out he gave me a quick wink and raced to the nearest bar.

"If only he knew....." I sighed.

I peeled my t-shirt off and threw it to the floor. I then took off my jeans and slumped into bed.

"Oh Ashley." I sobbed.

I buried my face into my pillow and cried myself to sleep.