hahahahahahahaahaahahahahahahahahaahahhahaok im sorry my entire life is a mess. <:
soo i kind feel like deleting my story, history. i'm just not happy with how the story came out and it just seems rushed. every time i try to write a new chapter, i spend ages and ages writing like 2 sentences, and then deleting it. everything that appears on the screen just doesn't seem right and i can't really help that.
at the same time i don't really wanna give up on it, because i give up on everything and i never have enough commitment to keep working on something. i really don't know anymore. i don't wanna just quit all the time.
for now i'll leave the mess of that story up until i figure out whether i should rewrite it or just start an entire new book. i'll keep updating this one shot book though. (: most likely will start considering writing a new book, except this time not rush it and make sure i have my shit figured out first.
please tell me your thoughts in the comments and sorry i'm always like this, get used to shitposting and stuff.
