i know, i know. i came back after half a year for about 0.4 seconds and then left for another half a year.
anything i wrote just wasn't good enough for me, i kept deleting and retyping until i gave up. i'm going to be honest, i don't really know if i'm going to fully return to writing, but i hope that i do.
the last time i went on a hiatus, i guess you could call it, was because i thought that i just simply couldn't write. my ideas are too unoriginal and unrealistic and i don't have any life experience. those were my reasons to stop writing and it got to the point where i wasn't enjoying it anymore.
so yes. maybe i'll leave again, who knows. a major part of me staying here is you guys. the more people who believe in me, the more i'll want to return and become active on this account again.
i'm aware that not many people will even read this. i had a lot of readers at some point (back when i wrote somewhat consistently and didn't really give a shite whether it was perfect or not) and for obvious reasons, i don't anymore.
to the people who are still here and reading these words, thank you so much. i know i'm an asshole for leaving, coming back and leaving again.
i have a plan for something. just an idea of a fanfiction. and maybe i'll continue my one shots. who knows. i just want to know if anyone is out there still reading, or anyone who just discovered this one shot book. my past chapters are utterly horrifying, and i can say with pride that i've made a huge improvement from 2 years ago.
i really miss the happiness i felt from reading comments that people have left on my work, saying that they actually enjoyed what i've written. i want that feeling again, to feel loved and appreciated.
in conclusion, this is not a final decision of me coming back, however much i want to. i may decide to be a dickhead and never touch this account ever again. but i'd really love to and if you want me to, i may be active again. please, please comment! i want to know your opinion.
i may continue my plans to write a fanfic. ;)
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