Jordi POV
Sabrina fainted
Brittany called an ambulance cause Sabrina's pulse was low and she want breathing right
"Help me get her out of the plane" Brittany said to me
I picked Sabrina up and carried her out the paramedics soon got to the airport
Sabrina POV
I woke up in my hospital bed
and heard Emma talking to Dr.McAndrew, Nurse Jackson and Nurse Brittany
"she throw her sandwich in the toilet" Emma said
"Hey boo" Jordi said waving his hand
"hey babe"I said
and kissed him
but he pulled away
"I'm not allowed to kiss you cause you can't breath right" Jordi said
I was playing with my thumbs for a bit until
"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING LEAVJNG THE HOSPITAL WHEN YOU KNEW YOU WEREN'T GETTING BETTER"yelled Dr. McAndrew
"I knew I wasn't bad that's why I left I wanted to die I hate have to be on anti-deepessent and have to use a feeding tube" I said
"it's a choice you had to choose and you pick being unhealthy" dr. McAndrew said
"I DIDIN'T CHOOSE TO BE UGLY OR EVEN BORN I NEVER WANTED TO BE HERE WITH ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS IN THE WORLD" I cried
Dr. McAndrew looked at me and left
when everyone left I pulled the strings on all my Meds and my breathing tube. I don't want to waste air and space anymore when other people need it
"Sabrina what are you doing" Nurse Jackson said ruining i band plugins everything back
"I dot want to live in hell" i said
nurse Jackson hugged me
"Oh sweetie you'll get through it I'm in it every day by I don't stop fighting" nurse Jackson said
"I have to go for a bath or a shower" she added and left
I went I the bathroom and sat in my tub with some pills that I found and toke them I overdosed and then drowned myself
Dr. McAndrew came running in and pulled me out of the bath
"I NEED A NURSE JN HERE" he yelled as he did PCR
I'm dying I'm getting my happy ending
but it was over after an hour I was awake back in this place I call hell
back on Meds
"Sabrina" Jordi yelled but he was getting pulled away by security guards that I had in front of my door
"Let go of him" I said weekly I got up bad kicked the guards in the balls and kissed Jordi
"Nobody's going to stop me from seeing you" i Said and pulled his shirt close to me and put my arms around his neck
"Jordi I thought we told you no seeing Sabrina" McAndrew said I pulled away from the kiss
"HIS NOT GONNA LEAVE" I yelled
"His gonna stay right here" I said
but then a guard grapped my wrist as I was about to walk up to Jordi and an other guard grapped Jordi
"Let go of me" i Said pulling away form the guard
"Get back in your room Sabrina" McAndrew said
"Fine" I said and slams the door
I listened to music and read a book so it can calm me down
I was reading until my class came in my room
"Hey Sabrina" said people from everywhere
I panicked and buzzed my button for a nurse
"GET OUT" I yelled
The room went quiet until nurse Jackson came in
"Your heard the lady get out" she said but one girl stayed and it has to be Jess
"how's it going little Miss skinny" Jess said
"Go away" I said
"no" she said and unplugged my breathing tube
I quickly plugged it back in to the breathing thing
"you could've killed me" I said
"isn't that what you want cause no one will ever love you" she said
I got up and pushed her away and nurse Jackson came in
"can you leave please I have to talk with Sabrina" Nurse Jackson said
Jess left
"What are they doing here"I asked
"They missed you" nurse Jackson said
"No they didn't,cause everyone in my class bullied me and my best friends aren't even in that class that's my French class" I said
"That one girl Jess said she was you best friend" nurse Jackson said
"Jess she broke my arm in the 7th grade and blamed it on Jacquie" I said
"that was 2 years ago she better isn't she" Nurse Jackson Dias
"No she called me a skinny B***h then asked me to sit with her in the bus" I said
"Did I she do anything else" I said
"When I was in gym and was talking with Jacob she throw a basketball at my head that's why I have a acts right here" I said and pointed to my chin
"well don't worry anymore she's gone" Nurse Jackson
"Why can't I see Jordi" I asked
"Dr. McAndrew wants to see if Jordi's making you depressed or if you have separation anxiety when his gone cause if that's the case Jordi's gets to stay here with you but only if her wants to But you didn't hear that from me" Nurse Jackson whispered in my ear and then giving me water with my anti-depressant power in it
"Thanks" I said
I continued reading my book
those security guards that just stand at my door must be bored
I walked up to them and gave them a book
"Thanks it's really boring it's standing here" they said
I also gave them chairs
and then went back to reading my book I looked at my phone to see text messages from Jordi
"I'm not aloud to see you till next week" Jordi texted
I threw my phone at the wall and it broke. I cried and cried and cried.
"Are you okay" the guards asked
"How long are you staying at my door" I asked
"for two weeks" they said
I saw Dr. McAndrew looking at me
"Is that's how long I'm not gonna get to see Jordi" I asked
"Don't answer that" Dr. McAndrew said
I gave him a death stare and walked back in my room
Dr. McAndrew POV
Sabrina gave me a look and walked back in her room
"am I too hard on her" I asked to Nurse Jackson
"You are she's depressed and your not letting her see her boyfriend or her friends" Nurse Jackson
"It's for a study" I said
"You have to study for 2 weeks"Nurse Jackson said
"So far I can tell she as anger issues, separation anxiety and depression cause of Jordi but not the anger issues she's just as really high anger" I said
"we'll call Jordi so you can talk to him and go talk to Sabrina" Nurse Jackson said
"Fine" I said
Sabrina POV
I saw Dr. McAndrew walk towards my room so I sat up
"Hey Sabrina" he said
"What do you want" I said
"So you know I how you asked the guards how long there staying well tomorrow their leaving and Jordi's coming back but I have to talk to him today then he'll come visit you" Dr. McAndrew said
"Really" I said and hugged him .he then left
I saw him talking with Jordi and it looks like Jordi was crying I'm not sure if his happy or sad
"Nurse Jackson" I yelled
"What Sabrina" se said
"Is Jordi crying happy tears or no" I asked
"Dr. McAndrew saw that you have separation anxiety and depression and it's all cause Jordi and other things his telling Jordi that but with a little more details. and Jordi's happy crying cause he's staying with you for a while" Nurse Jackson whispered
I smiled for the first time in Years. I'm so happy that Jordi's staying with me. nurse Jackson left and Jordi came in
I stood up to go see him but then I fell and fainted. I faint a lot but it's just lack of sleep and lack of food
I woke up
"Are you okay" dr McAndrew asked
"Where's Jordi I saw him standing right there" I said and pointed to the floor
"You need to rest you haven't slept in weeks you've only been fainting" dr McAndrew said
"I know you tell me EVERY TIME I see you" I said
"Yet you still don't listen to me" he said and walked out
"WHERES JORDI" I asked
"Your not seeing him until you get some rest" he said
"DON'T YOU THING I TRY, EVERY NIGHT I TRY TO SLEEP BUT I CAN'T. I CANNOT FORDE MYSELF TO SLEEP" I yelled
but he didn't listen he just left
I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and I wrote y suicide not I'm gonna do it
I placed it on my bed and walked to the roof. I got o bye roof and I'm lucky no one was their I stood at the end of the roof and but my arms up to my sides. I was about to fall until Dr. McAndrew came running towards me
Dr. Adam POV
I saw Sabrina leave and place something on her bed I went to go see and I readed it. it's a FRICKING suicide note. I ran out of the room and up to the roof I saw her standing at the edge of the roof with her arms out.
