Sabrina POV
it's horrible having to have a feeding tube. you can't go anywhere r do anything that in voles running dancing or gymnastics. but I never look any of those things but people expect you to be perfect so you give that out of you around them but insidemm you want to curl up into a little ball and cry but you can't even do that. I was reading paper towns while I was also getting hooked up on the feeding tube. they would take it off of me after 5 minutes of being on it and then I would go for a walk with Emma and Jordi outside on the hospital grounds. i got used to it and it becomes claiming after a while. I don't like the feeding tube but I need it to live. I walked to the Emma's room and saw her packing her stuff
"Are you leaving" I asked
"Yes. Nurse Jackson and my therapist saw me eat a meal and I'm going back home" Emma said . a couple tears came down both of are eyes.
"So I'm gonna be alone" I said holding back tears.
"You have Jordi, Dash and Kara" Emma Dias
"Kara's leaving, Dash just left and Jordi's going home" I said
"I'll visit you" Emma said .
"Do you go to school" I asked
"No I'm homeschooled" Emma said
"Well bye" I said and hugged Emma. I'm gonna miss Emma she trust me, She inspired me, she believes in me, she protected me, she kept me alive along with Jacquie, Jacob, Mrs. Nat, Jordi, Leo, Kara, Dash, Dr.McAndrew, Nurse Jackson, Brittany. Without anyone of this people I would be dead.
Emma left and I went back to my room
"Are you sure you want me to leave" Jordi asked
"I don't know, I don't know everything" I said
"Im gonna stay here" Jordi said
"Break up with me if I'm stopping you from adventuring, visiting your family and from living your god damn life" I said holing back my tears.
"You don't mean that I knew you would never mean something like that and I would never break up with you even if it was for 10,000 dollars, I love you and no one can take me or you away from each other so I'm staying here with you" Jordi said
McAndrew walked in
"Jordi you must leave" McAndrew said
