Imagines

Compel me

Imagine:Kol and you are soul mates and you don't know it and when he leaves you for Davina you start slowly feeling physical pain so you ask klaus to compel you not to love him

The bar was packed, and you were in a booth at the very back of the familiar bar in New Orleans. It's had been a long week. You've been helping Freya search for a cure for Rebekah's curse, without much luck. Eventually Freya kicked you out of the compound and said that your 'complaining was annoying' 
Marcel found you soon after and asked to accompany him for a drink. Considering your brain was filled with thoughts of a certain mikealson and so was your heart you jumped at the opportunity to  down a whole bottle of bourbon. That was until Kol mikealson strutted into the bar but not before holding the door for his girlfriend Davina. If you didn't have such control on your emotions you would have winced at the sight of them together. You and Kol were meant to be, or so you thought. For over two hundred years you had an on and off again relationship, you fell for him when you were human and eventually you got turned by his brother klaus. The first time Kol died it was like your heart literally fell out of your chest. All you wanted to do was make a mess of the Gilbert's but you couldn't. Not without klaus and your best friend hating you forever. Finding out he was back and with Davina was heartbreaking it was like he cheated on you, he did cheat on you. The young couple were adamant that they would be together forever. Well however long forever is for Davina. Odds were on their side though since they survived his second death. You didn't even survive the first it was like you didn't exist, you didn't matter, and if you didn't to him, you didn't at all. Everything was spinning circles in your head when marcel placed a glass of bourbon in front of you.  "So y/n what's up with you and your bourbon obsession."
Not even tearing your gaze away from the happy couple who just chose and booth to sit in. Kol leaned and whispered something in her ear and placed a kiss on her cheek, her skin turned lightly pink and she giggled. You found yourself wanting to cry. You never want to cry. "Y/N/N we can go somewhere else if you'd like?"
Roughly shaking your head no you answered his previous question. "My best friends a Salvatore."
Your tried really hard to listen to Marcel rant on klaus and his take on your favorite Salvatore brother Damon, but you couldn't help but notice Kol. Always Kol. You didn't even look at anyone else. "What were you asking?"
"I asked you to come with me in the morning to kill a witch. Look Y/N let's leave seeing them together is torture."
Kol could hear every word and you knew it, but he didn't seem to see you like you see him. He wasn't paying any bit of attention to your presence when you couldn't even tear your eyes away from his. Pathetic all of this was pathetic.
All Kol did was smile as Davina rambled on about some topic that you didn't bother to listen to. A pang stuck in your heart and it wouldn't go away. You had the instinct to rub your chest and you did and it still wouldn't go away. It was physical pain. Like your heart stings were plucking. You were never enough for him were you?
"Nik needs me here, and Kol is his brother, always and forever. So I'm gonna have to see him and that means getting use to seeing them together."
After finishing off your bourbon you stole Marcel's glass of scotch and downed it and snuck another glance at Kol. Marcel turned to look at him to and thats when Kol decided to give a room a once over and locked eyes with marcel and then glanced at you. Marcel's eyes clouded with guilt towards me as the mikealson brother made his way over towards our table. "Marcel, Y/N I didn't realize you'd be here."
"I need more alcohol, M." Marcel jumped at your request probably wanting to make it up to you for bringing Kol over. You looked at your ex boyfriend and felt another pain in your heart. Again you rubbed your chest slightly and nothing helped. You shrugged at him and gave an emotionless expression. Surprisingly enough you were very good at those. " Can we talk?"
You glanced at Davina and saw her face cloud over and didn't join Kol at our "I'd rather we didn't."
He scooted into the booth with you and smirked. You found yourself starting to smile at the smirk you loved but then didn't. It wasn't yours to love anymore.
"What are you doing? Your girlfriend isn't going to like you sitting with me mikealson."
His eyes turned soft and filled with sympathy. You laughed and scoffed at him.
"I don't need your sympathy it's my fault. Go back to your girlfriend."
His face shadowed with confusion. "Listen Y/N this is how it is. Davina and I are happy and together. I get that we had a thing but its over now. I'm in love with her. "
You cringed the pain in your chest was almost hard to bare. His eyes changed from harsh to guilty in seconds. His hand went to touch you but you flinched and he let it drop.
"No you listen Kol, I haven't said anything to you about your relationship it's not like I'm trying to ruin it, and what we had wasn't just a thing to me I love you. Sorry I can't just snap away my love like you can! If I could compel my love away I would, bu-"
Your words died slowly on your lips. There was no need to finish your rant, because you could compel away your love for him. One of your best friends was a mikealson. And god you wanted to compel it away. You didn't want to feel the pain you had in your heart right now everytime you saw him. You didn't want to question anyone else's feelings because you were wrong about Kols. You didn't want your love for him to ruin any love you might have for anyone else.
"Y/N wait you can't do that!"
"Why not? It's selfish of you to want me to love you and hurt anytime I see you. You just want me to love you like some lost puppy even though I'll always know I'm never good enough for you. I was just some plaything for the past two hundred years."
"Is that really want you think?"
"That's how I feel. I'm gonna do this."
His eyes pleaded with you and You ran so fast, only stopping to turn back once and You saw him go up to her and he looked distraught and then she smiled at him and he smiled back. You didn't want to love him.
"Klaus! Nik are you here?"
"In here, love."
You followed the sound of his voice and ended up in his drawing room. Paintings hung around the room. He was so talented. Despite the tears you had you couldn't help but smile at your favorite hybrid who was wiping pain from his hands. Nik vampire sped in front of me and wiped the tears from my face.
"I take it you saw my brother and his new girlfriend?"
"I don't get it. We were together so long and never did I doubt his love for me and now I can't help but think that's what I should have done all along."
"Kol loved you Y/N. What's not to love?"
"A lot klaus. I wish I never met him. I want him happy I do and that's why I haven't done anything but I can't get over that he seemed happy with me. What did I do wrong?"
"Love, you haven't done anything wrong-"
"Clearly I have! My chest hurts nik and not in the way heartbreak is. It physically hurts anytime I think about him! I've loved him or years and I can't get over him. You don't fall out of love so easily which means he never loved me. He doesn't love me."
You were sitting on the floor by the wall now and you just felt weak. Images of you and Kol dancing at the ball in mystic falls. Of him kissing you, and getting jealous of Damon. Of all the times you convinced klaus to undagger him. Then flashes of him with Davina. You gasped loudly. A red spot spread across your chest. Klaus was by you in a second and ripped the front of your shirt open. Several cuts were spread all around your breasts and it hurt to breathe. It wasn't healing! Why weren't you healing?
"Nik I don't understand? Why am I not healing? Where did this come from?"
"I don't know, but I'll figure it out."
"Compel me not to love him."
"Y/n I can't."
"Please Nik. It hurts and I can't leave. You need me here and no matter what, no matter where I were to go it would still hurt. Klaus please make it stop."
Klaus grabbed both sides of your face and made you look in his eyes. They were glistening with tears he slowly placed his lips on yours and you were shocked at the affection he showed you. When he pulled away and you opened your eyes, his pupils started moving slowly. The sign of compulsion.
"You are going to forget what I just did can't have anyone thinking I'm anything but evil. When we are finished here you're going to go home and pack your bags get in the car and make your way to the Salvatores in mystic falls. You won't forget about Kol. You will remember you loved him, but you aren't gonna feel any physical pain when you see him or think about him. You will call me everyday to give me an update on how you're doing. You will not return to New Orleans unless I come to get you. All my compulsion will break if you no longer are in love with my brother."
You blinked and klaus was no longer in front of you. You wiped the tears from your face and stood slowly. He really did it. He compelled you, maybe not what you wanted but he did it. You walked to your room in the compound and immediately started packing. Two pairs of footsteps walked by your room but seemed to stop. Not really paying attention to them you bent down and reached underneath your bed and pulled out a box full of things that represented you and Kol.
"What are you doing?"
"You spun and come face to face with Kol, and glanced at the doorway to see Davina. You placed your hand over your chest but it didn't hurt.
"I'm packing."
"Packing? Why? I take it you didn't have klaus compel you not love me."
"He compelled me. So now I'm packing."
"So you don't love me anymore?"
You paused packing again and faced him again. Davina wasn't in the doorway anymore. You looked into his eyes.
"I didn't ask him to compel me not to love you. I asked him to compel me not to hurt. Here."
You picked up the box and shoved it into his hands.
"What's this?"
"Us. See you around Kol."
With that you were gone.