I Could Never Find Someone Like You and I Still Want You

Chapter 9.

Blue POV:

I hear heavy crying now.

It's only one person who would cry over me and that's Adele. I hear her say she's sorry for leaving.

She whispers things in my ears that gets me frozen:

Hey baby...I miss you...a lot. I'm sorry for leaving you on that floor, alone and by yourself. You stopped breathing and I don't know how I'm going to tell Kaylee this. I really really want you to wake up. They stopped trying, but I won't.  I can't live without you, I can't do anything...without you. You were my real first love and I'm grateful to have you in my life...all that needs to happen is for you to wake up. Wake up for me and everything will be alright Blue. I know that IF you wake up, you'll want Victoria, but all I want you to know is that I still love you...I always have loved you and I will never ever stop. You're my one and only and you always will be.

I was crying.

Wait...I'm not supposed to be crying if I'm dead. Does that mean I'm...no it can't be.

My heart was pounding fast and mow everything was white. I couldn't see, it was too bright.

Am I waking up?

Adele POV:

I finished my small speech, wishing she'd hear me. I wiped off the last of my tears and I stood up still holding her hand. It was warmer than before.

I turned to leave still trying to let her go when I swear I felt her squeeze my hand.

Was she....? No...it can't be.

I went back by her side and I knelt down to her ear and whispered some more.

"Please wake up Blue. I know you're trying, I'm here waiting for you. I can feel your warmth." I looked at her and her chest seemed to be rising and falling, but I blinked and it stopped.

My imagination.

I let go of her hand and I walked as slow as I could to the door, hoping she's wake up.

That's when the door opened smack in my face and Victoria was in the room crying and holding Blue's hand. She kissed all over her face and begged for her to wake up in the most obnoxious way possible.

She turned to me and she basically screamed in my face.

"YOU BITCH! THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" she pushed me hard against the door and I felt a headache coming.

I stayed silent and then I started laughing, out of nowhere.

"Is this some type of joke to you?" She stood in front of me as I laughed some more.

"Polonium." I simply said.

"What's that? What are you even talking about?" I could feel her anger.

"You put it in her drink, you wanted her to 'sleep', but it went wrong. She's dead!" I yelled.

"Oh fuck you Adele. You know nothing about that." She glared at me, but but her lip nervously.

"Yeah because that's what you've been trying to do since I spent a night over. I know you tried to knock her out,  your plan backfired and now she's dead! ALL YOUR FAULT!" I was screaming, no longer laughing.

"SHUTUP YOU BITCH!" She screeched and I held my ears.

"WOULD YOU TWO BOTH SHUTUP! I CAN'T BELIEVE I WOKE UP TO LOUD SHREECHING! I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU SAID OR WHAT YOU'RE ARGUING ABOUT BUT ITS WAY TOO LOUD!" we both turned to what was once a lifeless Blue, to now what was an alive Blue.

"Oh my god baby! You're alive!" Victoria hugged her tightly and I stood there silent.

"Hey baby. I missed you Vic." Blue was eyeing me while hugging her and I just looked down.

They let go and kissed and I slipped out the door. Kaylee was right outside the door crying.

"She's dead?" She asked.

"No, she just woke up." She put her hands up wanting me to carry her.

I picked her up and put her on my hip. She held onto me as I carried her out of the hospital and into my car.

She was quiet and she didn't fight me about seeing Blue. She knew it wasn't the time and I'm pretty sure she could hear the moans coming from the room.

In a matter of time, we  in the hotel room.

I was helping Kaylee take a bath and that's when a question popped into my head.

"Honey?"

"Yes mommy." She played with thw bubbles.

"Why do you call your mother by her real name?"

"Because I believe that she's not my real mommy until she's with you."

Well, then why do you call me me mommy?"

"I always have, but only because you still want Blue back. You still love her."

"I can't...she loves Victoria. I can't mess that up for her.

"She doesn't love her that much of she's wishing to be with you almost everyday."

My mind went blank. She still wants me, but I still can't take her.

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