I Could Never Find Someone Like You and I Still Want You

Chapter 6.

Blue POV:

I woke up to the sound to crying. I got up, walked out the room, and down the hall to Adele's room.

I heard the faint crying grow closer and I open  her door to see Adele having a bad dream.

She starts to talk in her sleep and I go to lay next to her when she says my name:

"I can't do this to Blue...please don't do this Victoria. I don't want this." she says in her sleep.

I gasp silently and close her door, so nobody walks past and sees me.

I carefully go by Adele's side and I shake her a bit and try to wake her up.

"Adele. Wake up please...it's only a nightmare." I speak up so she can hear me.

She still has her eyes close, but her tears stopped.

"Adele...open your eyes. Wake up." I nugde her a little harder.

Her eyes shoot open in seconds, and she looks at me in shock.

"What happened. Oh my god, my nightmares came back. I should go." She said quickly and tried to get out of  bed.

I stoped her quickly and put my hand on her sweaty forehead.

"No, you can't. You have a small fever or so. I'm going to set a bath for you so you can calm down easier." I say in a rush wanting this to be over.

She looks at me and nods and stays sitting up. I go in her bathroom and sets up a bath with bubbles. It's all done and I go back to Adele who has her legs over the bed now.

"Can I take your clothes off to help you?" I ask hesistantly.

She nods slightly foward and she lifts up her arms like a child. I lift up her shirt and she covers her breasts quickly.

"Stand up please." I command.

She gets up on her two feet and I slide off her underwear. I pick her up bridal style and she holds on to me tightly like she's going to fall.

I place her slowly into the tub until she's finally in having the suds covers her "parts".

I pour shampoo into my hand and get a cup and dump it onto her head to get her hair wet and easier for me to put the shampoo in.

I massage her hair with the shampoo and she closes her eyes. Everything is so quiet that I begin to feel uncomfortable.

"Does this feel okay?" I ask her breaking the silence.

"Yes. Thank you by the way." She said as her voice sounded deeper.

Her voice sounds so sexy deep.

Oh fuck. What was I thinking?

"Mmmmm this feels so good." she says.

I just nodded even though that's quite stupid because she can't see me.

I get the nearby washcloth and put it in the soap water.

"Adele, can you lean forward so I can wash your back, and then I can clean the rest of you if that's okay." I said rinsing off her hair.

"Yeah that's okay." she simply replied.

She leaned foward as and I washed her back and when I got done, I pushed her slightly back and began to clean her chest trying to be careful not to touch her breasts.

"It's okay Blue, you can touch them." she nodded and so I just got over it and cleaned them too.

I moved down to her inner thighs and slowly washed them. I didn't know if it was still her weak spot, but right now I just want this over with.

"F-fuck. Not there!" She pleaded as she bit her lip.

"You need to be clean, just a few more stops and I'll be done with them both. Spread your legs a little more so it can be easier for me." I instructed.

She took a deep breath and she opened her legs more. She tilted her head back and held on to the tub railing.

"Go on." She informed.

I was cleaning off her inner thighs slowly again when she arched her back, but I just kept going at it.

"Get this o-over with b-baby....Blue!" She moaned.

I hurried and went faster and she moaned a bit louder.

"Be quiet. I'm almost done." I replied.

She bit her lip hard and nodded while having her eyes closed still.

She looked so sexy I just want her now.

I couldn't take this anymore. I hurried and picked her up bridal-style and she gasped. I threw her on the bed and I pulled her to me so that I was in between her legs.

"What are you doing?" She asked as I went my began to move closer to hers.

"I want you." I said unknowingly.

I was under her spell and there was no cure for it.

I kissed her neck softly as she moaned a bit and my hands made my way to her hips. I bit her shoulder playfully as she smiled and I made my way back up to her face, making our lips graze against each other.

She looked at me with daring green eyes and I kissed her passionately sliding my tongue in and it turned out to be a sloppy kiss.

There was so much heat between us, so much love. I couldn't stop doing it, I didn't care about anything else at the moment but her.

She pushed me off, backed away on the bed, and covered herself.

"I thought you didn't love me. Why are we doing this when we're not together anymore. You have Victoria and I can't mess anything up for you two." She said.

She was right, but at the moment I didn't care about Victoria right now.

I was taken back by what she said though.

"I thought you didn't love me."

I do still love her, she was my first love.

"Adele. I do love you still, it has never changed, but....you're right when it comes to this. I can't hurt Victoria. I'm sorry about this." I say turning away from her.

She was quiet and I looked at the time on the digital clock that was set up.

4:34am

"I should get to bed. I can walk you to the door." She smiled as she got up with me.

We both walked to the door and I opened it dreading that I hadn't thought about putting up any lamps since I moved here. 

"Can you come lay with me?" I asked as she looked at me with kind eyes.

"Yeah." She said putting on some underwear. She covered her breasts and followed me into my room.

I didn't bother to turn on the lights and I gave her a shirt to wear. She put it on in a hurry and I layed down.

She came next to me seconds later and she wrapped her arms around me.

"Thank you Blue." She whispered and right before I blacked out from sleep, she said one last thing.

"I love you Blue, baby."

Adele POV:

Damn

I looked over to the side ans I swearI saw a figure staring at me. Blue was asleep, but I kept hearing things...

Things like...

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