Catching Up

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Dear journal,

Life's great. My aunt was finally arrested. I now live with my boyfriend. His parents let me live with them until we are both old enough to leave the house. Of course, you would think that I'm over with depression...I'm not done...You probably thought I forgot about Biff. Well, I didn't.

He's still after me. I did promise Sub that I would not cut anymore, but I do it in secret. I do love him and everything. Why do I feel like something's missing in my life? Like, I have a loving family, a boyfriend, friends...what else? I honestly don't know, but, there's one thing I know that will never happen. Enough about my life, now let's go on to school stuff.

I just hope that Biff will stop soon because if he doesn't, I might have suicidal thoughts again.

I'm a fragile person. I'm like a flower and Biff is a rock. If he hurts me, I'll lose my beautiful petals, and when I have none left, there's no use to live anymore. Sub is like the gardener, he gives me water, sunshine, and love (of course).He keeps me alive. When I'm close to my death life, he saves me from dying. After a few minutes of talking, I chang my mind, I don't want to die.

Not today, at least...

Gtg, mum's calling for dinner.

-Alex

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