Im happy most of the time. Some days though I feel sad and lonely because I realize that what I have right now. It wont be the same later. Everything will be different. I think about all the people in my life. How much they mean right now and how much they wont mean in time. How they are just going to casually stride out of my life leaving me all alone. Leaving me calling out to them and them not hearing me. It's sad. I'll be a distant memory. When I'm in a happy moment with them I wish oh how wonderful it would be if time just stopped right then and there. How happy we all are. I guess it's just a passing phase then huh? happiness? never truly achieved. Like sadness you feel it for a certain amount. After that you're just you. Emotionless.
