Star light,
Star bright,
Last star i’ll see tonight,
Wish I may,
Wish I might,
Will you end my life tonight?
Will you make the pain end?
Will you find my story book land?
Up in the sky where the green grass grows,
A place where only an angel knows
What my life could have been
Why couldn’t someone have rescued me then?
Why must we live in this dark, shadowed room?
Why must in the spring the rose only bloom?
Why can’t I take a pill
A pill that makes my heart go still
A pill that takes the pain away
A pill that lets me wait until the day
The day that no one judges me
The day that I can be who I want to be.
The day without the cuts and the bruises,
The day when ‘love’ had a trillion uses.
Star light,
Star bright,
Last star I see tonight,
Spiralling down,
I’m starting to drown,
Into the deepest dark abyss,
And I know I won’t be missed.
Deeper and deeper to a place without light.
Wish I may,
Wish I might,
Dear god,
someone end my life
Tonight.
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In My Mind
PuisiThis is my unprivate diary for anyone to see. It is where I'll post essays, poems, etc. Anything that helps me vent my anger or I feel that should be here. Some posts may be depressing but they're how I feel and help me vent.