7 Dorks And I

Chapter 15

Hmmm. Being alone sucks at sometimes. Unwanted thoughts come up in my mind which I really hate. For example, my contract that will end next week. I just hope that they still want me as an assisstant.

Right now, aside from working for them for money, I realized that, I am attached to them. I didn't thought that this day would even come. Ohmykimchi right?

Should I just walk this thoughts off? That might be a good idea.

So here I am walking down the hotel's hallway.

After minutes of walking, I have reached the outside world. Gosh, its really cold. I'm not used to this kind of weather, maybe I should go back inside? Nah, too late I'm already walking towards a park just in front of the hotel.

Okay, Lianne. Walk all your bad thoughts off. Focus on the good side.

I gave out a big sigh. Why am I so sad?

Or maybe I'm just hungry?

While walking, I noticed a lady and a young girl sitting by a bench eating ice cream.

"Mommy! Please buy me that pretty doll!" The little girl cried to her mom while pointing at a cute rag doll a man is selling at a booth.

"I'll buy that doll after you finish your ice cream, okay?" The mom said to the little girl and pinched her cheeks.

The little girl then ate the ice cream happily.

I smiled. I suddenly remembered my mom.

Ohmygosh my mom! I forgot to call her all this time! I am such a bad daughter.

I hurriedly grabbed my phone and tried to contact hers.

"Mom, please pick-up, please." I mumbled to myself.

What kind of daughter am I? Omygosh!!!

After a bunch of ringing, she finally picked-up.

"Hello?" A heard a cold voice on the other line.

Tears began falling from my eyes.

"Nanay." I said in a shakey voice.

(A/N : Nanay is a tagalog term for mother)

"Lianna! I miss you so much! Kamusta ka na?" She exclaimed and I heard her crying.

(A/N: Kamusta ka na = How are you)

"I'm fine mom! How about you? I'm sorry if I haven't called you. I'm really-really sorry nanay!" I cried out loud, I don't care if people see me, I'm just so emotional right now.

"I'm still alive. Hahaha!" she joked.

"Mom it's not funny." I said seriously while wiping my tears.

"I'm sorry Lianne, it's just that I don't want you to worry to much. I don't want you to think about me a lot, you might lose your job because of me."

"You're my mom, ofcourse I have to worry about you," I said and continued to cry loudly. "Please mom, tell me what is your condition right now." I continued.

"I'm still sick Lianne, I will start my chemo next week." She sadly uttered.

"Okay mom, I will try to send money, okay?" I assured her.

"Don't tire yourself Lianne, okay? Always eat at the right time. When you're sick drink you're medicine. Please be careful. Nanay loves you very much."

As I was listening tk what she is saying, I cried so hard. I miss her so much.

"Y-yes m-mom. Please t-take care of y-yourself too." I stuttered because of too much crying.

And then she ended the call. I covered my face with my hands and started crying again.

My plan to eat was gone with the wind.

I can't handle this emotions, it's too much! Huhu.

I'm not really good at this.

------

I returned to the hotel room like a zombie. Not the sprinting ones. Just a zombie that has no emotions or anything.

I feel emotionally drained after crying so much awhile ago.

I carefully sat down on the floor and hugged myself.

Suddenly, the door at my side opened.

"Lianne-ah! We brought some food for....you." Eunkwang cheerfully shouted and then when he saw me his facd went blank...

"Are you okay? Lianne?" He asked me.

The boys are around me right now.

"Please sing me a song." I requested.

"Why?" Changsub asked.

"Please?" I pleaded.

They looked at each other and sighed.

They started singing my favorite song. It's Okay.

Maybe asking them to sing for me was a bad idea?

The faucet of tears in my eyes suddenly turned on again.

I cried so much today. Maybe I should take a rest. This day-off is so...not relaxing.

"Please tell us what happened when you're okay noona, arasso?" Sungjae said.

"Lianne-ah. Please take a rest, I really worried about you, please talk to me or us when you feel better okay?" Minhyuk said and kissed me on my forehead. That made me felt a little better.

The boys said their goodbyes and left the room, maybe Sungjae knew I wanted to be alone.

I don't want to let him feel that I'm ignoring him.

I layed down on the bed and waited for my eyes to shut, but my friends from the eye kingdom wanted to show off again.

Tears! Please stop! Huhu!