Jerrie : One Shots

ENTRY #4

"UNEXPLAINED REASON"

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry?! I'm sorry?! That's what all that you could say?! Sorry! A fucking sorry?! Bullshit, Jade!" Perrie shouted in front of her brunette girlfriend who was cutting the relationship between them. "Sorry?! Now, what! Tell me, you're not serious about this. Tell me you're lying." She begged as her tears were already rolling down her cheeks.

The brunette shook her head, not looking directly into the blonde's eyes. "I'm serious, Perrie. I'm sorry but I'm breaking up with you. Sorry." She said,grabbing her things then walked away.

The blonde stayed where she was, tears streaming down on her face, her body was shaking and her mind was swirling on why her girlfriend left her with no explanation. She just left her and walked away. Her fists were balling and clenching on her side as she was ready to punch something that she could grasp and see if that was even possible. Her eyes were already bloodshot due to her tears that would not dare to stop from rolling down. When reality hit her that her girl left her, she just scream inside their "shared flat" and started to let out all what she felt inside.

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"God damn it, Edwards! Stop it! You've been consumed two bottles already!" Jesy said as she snatched the 3rd bottle of beer in Perrie's hand.

"No! Give it back to me, Jessica!" She scream as she tried to grab the bottle on Jesy's which the older girl tries her best to diverge the bottle to Perrie.

"No. Stop it! It won't do anything! Stop doing this to yourself, Perrie." Jesy calmly said as she saw how messed and wasted Perrie was. This was the result Jade had done to her by leaving her. She always ended up in a bar, drinking all that she could drink and stay as longer as she wants until she felt numb and tired. "Jade wouldn't love to see you like this, Per." The older one said.

"She doesn't care about me anymore, Jesminda! She broke up with me yeah?" She said in a harsh tone then laugh sarcastically. "She doesn't care about me. She doesn't love me anymore!" She shouted at Jesy while tears started to roll down on her cheeks and all over her face. "I love her so much, Jesy. I love her so much and I don't know why she had to leave me. I don't know why!" She said. "She said she can no longer love me. She said she doesn't love me anymore. What did I do wrong to her?! I gave all of me to her! I did everything to make her happy even though I might ended up stupid. What have I done to her?! Answer me, Jesy! Say it! What's the reason?!" She shouted and scream as she thought about Jade leaving her with no words.

Jesy just let her friend let out all what she felt inside her. She did this so many times since Jade left her and the older girl totally understand where's Perrie coming from. She just rub Perrie's back to comfort her as she cried harder and harder every time she mentioned Jade's name. "Shh. Don't think about it too much, Per. Let's go home. You're too drunk." She convincingly said but Perrie shrugged her shoulders.

"No. I'm not going home." She countered. "I'm going home then what? What should I see? Nothing because she left me! She's no longer in our flat Jesy so I'm not going home!" She stated then started to stand up but ended up swaying her feet as the alcohol consumed her whole body. She tried to walk but ended up stumbling as her mind was spinning. "I need to order one more drink. Come on, Jesy." She said, slurring her words then finally stumbled down as she couldn't control herself.

"Perrie!" Jesy screams as she help Perrie to stand up to her feet. "Come on, I'll take you home now." She said now in a demanding voice. Though Perrie told her to not go already, she still walk outside the bar with Perrie on her side, helping her to steady herself. As soon as she settled Perrie inside her car, the only thing she could do was shaking her head and felt sorry for Perrie.