Jerrie : One Shots

ENTRY #10

"TORN"

She's in love with her best friend, yet she has a boyfriend. This what makes her life too complicated. She's torn between two lovers. Two lovers who showed her both love and care. Two lovers who she didn't even mean to fall in love but it just so happened.

What was she supposed to do? She knows loving two person is a sin and one day, she has to make a decision. But how will she able to make a decision without any one of them not being hurt? How? This what made her mind swirl. A fucking decision she has to make and do. A decision where she knew that she will leave one of them. Don't get her wrong, she didn't mean anything of it. If only she could just vanish in this world, she would do that but she can't. This has happened to her and whether she likes it or not, she has no choice but to choose between her best friend or her boyfriend.

This what made her stress her life out. This what made her conscience strike her. When she was out with her boyfriend, her best friend would get hurt. But when she was out with her bestfriend, her boyfriend would definitely get hurt too. Now, what will she do? Going out or not, one of them gets hurt and that's what makes her heart broke into pieces. The only thing she could do now was to sit and lay on her bed, stare at the ceiling and think about what kind of decision she'll have to make. Who was the person she would leave?

"Arrrghhh!" She groaned as she thought about leaving one of them. She doesn't even wanna do that. If only she could love both of them at the same time, she will but no. She has to make a wise and better decision. "Why does it have to be me?" She asked herself, thinking about this situation she was in right now. "I love Perrie but I love Jed. Damn it!" She angrily said. She was in her bed for like hours and she didn't even get out of it. She was in her deepest thought that even the call of her mother earlier that morning wasn't heard by her ear as she was too focused on her decision.

"Not Perrie." She said under her breath, still eyes glued to the ceiling. She was thinking about Perrie, her best friend. Her best friend but what she felt for her was more than that and the blonde already knew about that as she confessed her true feelings for Jade. She was thinking that if she ever leave Perrie, the blonde's heart would shatter into pieces and that's what she doesn't even want to happen. She love her best friend too much and breaking her heart would also kill her inside. She doesn't even wanna hurt Perrie yet she still does because of Jed. But she love her boyfriend too. But she love the blonde too. What the heck!

"If you don't want to hurt any of them, then make a decision sooner than later. And if you still can't make a decision whether who will you choose between them, then ask for space. You need time more than them. They can wait, Jade. But you, you can't easily make a decision. We love Perrie and we don't want her to get hurt too. But we also love Jed because he showed you how much important you are to him. He cared about you just as like as Perrie. But Jade, this is not an easy decision. You're torn between the two of them. Your best friend or your boyfriend. It's a matter of friendship and love, Jade. I know this is hard. I'm just saying this to you to clear up your mind. Who is more important to you? Jed or Perrie? If you still can't decide, then leave them both be. That's what better. Ask for space. That's what you need." Jesy, the older of the band told her and it was running through her mind all day.

Space. Space might be the answer. FOR NOW. That's what she need. A space. A space where she could think clear and make up her mind.  That's what all she need.

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A shitty entry, everyone 😂 shortest of my entry too. I'm just bored and I need to write so this what came into my mind. I'm sorry it's so crappy 😞

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