Love Knows No Age (BTS Jin Fanfic)

Awkward Now

What just happened?

Last night, I fell asleep with many things on my mind. One was Jin and the way he was with me. The other was Jungkook and his kiss. What does all of this mean? He didn't confess to me after he kissed me like Jin did. Did it mean that he doesn't like me and it's just an act of lust? Or he does but he won't say anything because he knows that Jin likes me? Anyway, that's what I've been thinking since last night. Because of this, I really don't want to see them today.... or for a couple of days.

Angela and Jeanette left yesterday to visit their parents in a different state. They're still hoping to find BTS somewhere along the way since they didn't find them here.

I woke up this morning relieved and a bit sad that I didn't have to go to work or school today. Relieved because I really didn't feel like going to either one. A bit sad because I had no excuse if the boys wanted to see me today. I'll just stay on the down low so that maybe they'll forget about me today. Although I feel bad about not seeing Jimin, Taehyung, Yoongi, Hoseok or Namjoon, if I see them that means that I have to see Jungkook and Jin as well. I sigh as I sit on my sofa. What am I gonna do today? I think I should just stay inside. I look at the time. 10:35 a.m. I gasp as I remember that today is trash day. I quickly take the trash bags out to the bin on the curb. As I close the bin, I take a deep breath as I'm glad that I made it in time. "The mail should've gotten here already." I say to myself. I make my way to my mail box. When I get there, I get my mail and close it again.

Just as I look up from the mailbox, I see Jimin coming out of their house. My eyes go wide. What do I do?! Do I hide?! Where? Ahh, just act cool. He won't notice if I'm quiet. I stand there behind my mailbox wishing that he doesn't look this way... But of course, luck is never on my side. "Annie!" I hear him yell. I sigh but I can't help to smile at his sweet voice. He sounds so innocent and pure and his voice is of one who is kindest person in the world. And let me tell you, Jimin is just that. Well, to me anyway. (And quite possibly his fans as well) I turn around to greet him. "Hey, Jimin." I say with a smile. "Annie, are you okay from yesterday?" He asks me. He saw how bad I felt yesterday... "Ne, Gwaenchanha-yo." I say in korean. "Araseo." He says. "I was worried about you. I think we all were. Me and Tae were going to go over and try to help you feel better. We were going to make cookies." He says. Aww, they're  so sweet. "Oh. Why didn't you?" I ask out of curiosity. "Jungkook left the house first. He said he was going for a walk. We tried to leave too, but Jin hyung didn't let us." He snswers. "Wait, Jin didn't let you?" I ask. "Ne. He said that we should just leave you alone." Jimin explains.  I sigh. "Ahh, okay. Well, thank you for thinking of me. Maybe you and Taehyung can come over to make cookies later. I'll buy the ingredients." I say with a big smile on my face. I'm only inviting him and Taehyung. This would be my way of avoiding Jin and Jungkook.  "Ahh ne! I like that idea!" He says excitedly. I smile at his adorableness. He may be older than me but he's like a little brother to me when he smiles like that. I now understand why they called him the little mochi. "Okayy. Well, I'll see you later then. Ah, call me when you want to come over." I say. "Araseo. See you later!" He says. We both wave goodbye as we walk our separate ways. Hopefully, this goes as planned.

After my meeting with Jimin, I got dressed to go to the store. I look around and get ingredients to make home made cookies. I also get some cookie dough that we can just put in the oven, if our cookies don't come out good. While I walk out of the store, after paying of course, I get a call. I answer the phone while struggling to hold my bags. "Hello?" I say. "Hey Annie, it's Jungkook." He says. I stop in my tracks. "Jungkook?" I say. "Yes. Jimin says that you invited us to go make cookies at your house." He says. No no! I knew this was going to happen! "Umm, I was really only expecting Taehyung and Jimin." I say, honestly. "Ohh, well the hyungs are excited to go. So was I..." He says. Now I feel bad. I sigh. "I was only expecting them, but it's alright if everyone else came. The more the merrier." I say. I can imagine how he smiled when I said that. "Great! Can't wait! We'll be over soon." He says. Before I could say anything else, he hung up. I sigh and drive home.

About 15 minutes after I got home, they arrived. One by one they came in giving me a hug. All except for Jin. Hmm... Wait I'm mad at him too... But who could be mad at that perfect face? Ahh that's true, but he still treated me badly yesterday... Yeah, but just look at him... I look up at him. Yup, just what I thought. His face is still perfect. Not only that, but he looks like he didn't get much sleep last night. He looks a bit down. He does... No, I can't be the first to give in. What kind of person would I be if I did that!? A forgiving person. I scoff out loud at my own conversation in my head. Luckily, no one noticed. "Okay, so let's make some cookies." I say.

Everyone got into partners and chose a type of cookie. Unfortunately, I'm partnered with Jungkook. The pairings are: Jin and Namjoon; Yoongi and Hoseok; Jimin and Taehyung; Jungkook and me.
Let me tell you, it's very awkward for me. I don't know how to talk to him anymore. I'm probably reading too much into this, but I don't take kisses lightly. If he does like me, I don't want to hurt him. I know that I like Jin. And I know that Jin likes me, at least he hope he still does. But Jungkook just showed up and decides that he's gonna kiss me! Like what? I think he purposely took this opportunity and tried to make me all confused. I look around to the others. The first thing I see is Taehyung playing with the flour and Jimin laughing at him. They're two peas in a pod. I smile at they're childishness and adorableness. Right next to them, I see Hoseok trying to make Yoongi laugh by doing some weird dance while stirring. I giggle a little bit and so does Yoongi. Across from them, is Namjoon and Jin. Jin is trying to show Namjoon how to chop almonds but Namjoon is having trouble holding the knife. I can see that, even though Jin is frustrated a bit, he still smiles and laughs at Namjoon's failed attempts. This is what I like. I like that everyone is having fun with each other.

Out of nowhere, I feel a hand on my waist. I jump a bit at the sudden contact. I turn to see Jungkook behind me. He has his body pressed against mine as he looks over my shoulder. "Need anything?" He asks. "Yes, I need you to back away a bit." I say. I'm not gonna lie, I am a bit red in the cheeks as I am flustered by his actions. "Okay, I'll get you the butter." He says. He finally gets away from me. I let out a breath I was holding in for some reason.

Throughout the entire time they were there, it was filled with Jungkook casually touching me. It would be my arm, my hand, my waist, my face, my cheek. At least, if I asked him to move away he did. I don't think I can do this. Jungkook is super sweet and probably one of the best friends I've ever had, but I can't be with him. Granted, he's closer to my age. But I really like Jin... and I think I need to tell him that. I need to tell them both that. While everyone was talking and eating the cookies we made, I pulled Jungkook away to talk to him. "Jungkook, I need to tell you something." I say. "Anything." He answers. "Okay. Well, I know that when you kissed me, I kissed you back. But I want to tell you the reason." I say. "Okay.." He says. "I only kissed you back, because I was mad at Jin. I'm not dating Jin, but I do like him. I just thought you should know." I say. He nods. "Okay. Jin hyung is a great guy. And the only reason I kissed you was because the atmosphere was tense and it was in the moment..." He clarifies. My eyes widen. Wait, what? "So then why we're touching me a lot today?" I ask. "Oh, well some of it I was just playing around and some was actually by accident. I'm sorry." He explains. I nod. "Oh okay. That's fine. So then it all works out." I say. "Ne. Now, can we go back to normal? I want to go back to being your best friend without it being awkward." He says. I smile. "Yes we can go back to normal." I say. I'm glad it worked out this way.

Now the only one left is Jin.

Hello! I finally updated! Sorry for being a day late but hey last time I was a day early. Haha. So I left you all on a bit of cliff hanger. You're welcome haha. I also did quite a bit with Jungkook in this chapter. Luckily, it ended how I hope you all wanted it to. As them being just friends. I had this planned from the beginning but I like to leave my readers in suspense sometimes. Anyway thank you all for reading! I hope you enjoyed this chapter even though it's not the best.  More to come later! Bye bye lovelies cx

                       ~Beth ♡