He Cant Be Tamed

I Can't Explain It

Allison's P.O.V

I wake up in a cold sweat. Had I been dreaming? Am I in heaven? Did I finally realse Zayn and everyone of their pain. I open my eyes slowly adjusting to the light. I feel something under me. I also feel a heartbeat. Beating under me. It was slow and peaceful. I opened my eyes all the way and looked at my arms. They were covered with bandages and were stained red. I touched them tenderly and winced at the slight pain from the fresh cuts. Why coudn't have I just died its not fair. Zayn would've lived.

I started sliently crying thinking of how hard im making Zayn's life and how I should have died. Why did Louis have to come and ruin everything? I feel more tears brimming out my eyes and more and more came out. As I was crying I felt what I think is Zayn move under me. I wipe the tears carefully with my bandaged arms and go back to sleep. I don't want to deal with Zayn yet. I looked over to the other side of the room and saw Harry and Louis sleeping. I smiled a bit knowing they were there because of me. They could have been doing gang plans but instead came to watch over me.

I feel Zayn move under me again. I feel him move up and stretch. I feel his arm carass my skin.

"I know your awake Allison." He told me.

I nodded slowly and didn't say a word. I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and pull me up on his lap. He nuzzled his head in neck. He hugged me lovingly and with passion.

"Why would you do it? You scared the hell outta me Allison!" He quietly yelled.

"I just couldn't take it anymore Zayn." I said quietly.

"You know I'm here for you right. Look you have Harry and Louis. Please don't do this again. I love you too much to lose you." He told me.