He Cant Be Tamed

Baby Don't Cut

Listen to the song "Baby Don't Cut" during this chapter it add more emotion to it.

Zayn's P.O.V

*One Week Later*

Ever I since I told Allison about the war she's been more distant. She's become pale and hardly speaks and when she does its so quiet and barley audible.

I have a feeling somethings going on. It's not normal for her to be this way. I can her her internal cries but, I don't know what's happening. When I ask her she just nods and looks away. I want to scream out in anger and just find out whats going on.

I hardly home anymore because of all the problems. I feel like I've abandoned her by spending more time at the meeting place than her. I'm going to have Louis check up on her later to make sure everything's alright with her.

I called Allison over and she walked sluggishly and her eyes had lost all the light they had in them. She weakly wrapped her small arms around my waist.

"Zayn you know I love you right.", She told me.

"Of course I do." I said as I held onto her small figure tighter.

"I have to go bye Allison.", I told her with a smile.

"Goodbye Zayn.", she said rather sadly.

As I left I had a bad feeling in my stomach. Something felt wrong.

As I walked out the corridor I had remembered to call Louis to check up on her every once in a while.

I took my phone out of my pocket and called Louis.

"Hey Louis can you do me a favor?" I asked.

"Yeah of course." He replied

"Can you check up on Allison in like thirty minutes. Something just seems off about her and I just wanna know she's okay." I told him.

"Yeah I will. I've noticed it too. She's become distant and a bit off." He told me honestly.

"I'll see you soon. Bye Louis." I said and hung up.

I still had that feeling in my stomach. Something's not right and I for fuck's sake no that.

Allison's P.O.V

I've been severely depressed the last week. I keep telling myself that it's my fault that they're going to war.I mean of course it is. Zayn isn't home as much anymore. I feel abandoned and just a waste of space.

I mean I can tell that Zayn's noticed. He's trying his best to get to me but, I honestly don't think I can take it anymore. It's all my fault. I should be fucking dead. If I die then Zayn stays safe.