the beauty inside | yoonmin [hiatus]

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YOONGI'S POV:

As I laid with Jimin, everything just felt right for a while. But then I remembered...

I'm not going to be in this body for much longer.

I didn't know whether or not I should tell him. On one hand, I didn't want him to think I was crazy. On the other hand, I don't know if we would ever be together like this again.

"Hey Jimin..."

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JIMIN'S POV:

I was peacefully laying down while looking at the stars with Yoongi, and I suddenly heard him say quietly, "Hey Jimin?"

I turned to look at him, "Yes?"

"I have something to tell you... You're going to think I'm insane, but I really don't want to lose you already," he said with a worried look on his face.

I gave him a confused look, "Why would you lose me?"

He hesitated, "Well, there's something you need to know about me."

"What is it? You're not a serial killer, are you? Did you take me here to murder me?" I joked.

He laughed, "No. But it will probably seem more unbelievable to you than that."

My face softened, "Yoongi, I really like you. I haven't met someone who I've clicked with this quickly," I admitted. "I promise I won't look at you differently."

He played with his hands nervously, "Okay... Just," he sighed, "just try to believe me, okay?"

"Pinky promise," I held out my pinky and smiled, and he smiled back and interlocked pinkies with me.

He took a deep breath, "Okay, well it all started on my 20th birthday. I woke up that day and noticed that my features had all changed. I was basically a stranger... I was terrified. And it kept happening day after day. Every time I would wake up, I would be someone different. It's been happening ever since."

I stayed silent, shocked at what I had just heard. I was expecting to hear something like he had some form of mental illness that he was scared to admit, but this... I would have never guessed that he'd say something like this.

"Sounds crazy right?" He chuckled.

"It does... but I don't necessarily not believe you."

I wanted to believe him, I really did. He seemed normal the entire time they were together, so why would he lie?

"I've actually been coming to visit you everyday since I first visited your restaurant. You just didn't know it was me," he laughed, but then realized what he said. "Fuck, that's actually really stalker-like when I think about it."

I giggled, "Am I that irresistible?"

He blushed, "Of course you are."

"So," I let out a sigh. "You said that this change happens every time you wake up?"

"Yup," he said. "I stayed up all night just so I wouldn't change bodies before our date."

"Well, I guess you could sleep and I could see if you're actually crazy after you wake up," I suggested.

"I was thinking the same thing," he smiled.

"So... do you think you could sleep here?" I asked. "Or you can crash at my place. It's not that far from here."

"It's getting a little cold," Yoongi said shivering. "I think we should head to your place."

I lifted myself off the ground and reached my hand out to him to help him up, "Let's go."

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YOONGI'S POV:

As I walked down the street with Jimin, I truly couldn't believe that he didn't think I was insane. I thought he might have been insane for actually believing me and letting me come to his apartment.

I was becoming colder and colder because I'd forgot to bring a jacket. Jimin noticed how cold I was and took off his own jacket and draped it over my shoulders.

"We're almost there," he reassured me with a smile.

Within a few minutes, we were in front of the door to his apartment. He unlocked the door and we entered.

"We're gonna have to be quiet," he whispered. "My brother is sleeping."

"Okay," I whispered.

He led me to his bedroom. He pulled a pair of sweatpants and an oversized shirt out of his drawer and handed them to me.

"Here, put these on. I'm gonna go wash up."

He left to go to the bathroom and I did as he said. I smiled to myself as I smelled the clothes that smelled like him. I sat on the edge of the bed and waited for him to come back.

Once he returned he sat awkwardly beside me and said, "So uh... do you wanna sleep in the same bed or should I sleep on the couch?"

I blushed at his question and laughed nervously, "I guess we can sleep in the same bed."

"Okay," he looked down and smiled.

We both climbed into opposite sides of the bed and we laid there looking up at the ceiling.

"Are you cold?" Jimin turned to me and asked. "Do you need some blankets, or maybe some pillows?"

I giggled and turned to face him, "I'm fine, Jimin."

"Okay, just making sure."

We looked into each other's eyes for a while in silence until Jimin said, "I'm cold, Yoongi."

I had a feeling that I knew what he was hinting at so I smiled and put my arms around him without saying anything. He buried his head into my chest and we stayed like that until we both fell asleep.