Incomplete Love (ON HOLD)

IGNORANCE

ARYA'S POV-

1 DAY.. 2 DAYS... 3 DAYS....4 DAYS passed and I didn't saw aarav in college.. maybe he is busy with his idiot girlfriend akshara.. or he is not coming in college.. what if something happened to him.?. is he okay..? Now I am worried about him.. no I should not worry about him.. he left me.. I didn't.. no actually I did.. no.. wait.. I am confused.. actually the thing is I am missing him.. I am missing him alot.. I am missing our craziness.. our chats.. our hangouts.. every single thing..
you know what it sucks..that you miss someone alot but can't talk to them because they left you without any reason..
well! It's better that I should not think about him.. the more I think about him.. the more I miss him.. the more I become upset.. the more I will cry.. and I hate crying.. so I should not think about him.. I should enjoy my life.. some girls be like.. they cry every time when their jerk lover breakup with them.. show how weak they are.. cry in front of everyone.. text him all day.. make him jealous.. and etc etc.. like why you are doing this things.. for gaining someone's sympathy..? Why you are crying for that asshole who left you.. and why you are texting him... just let him die and enjoy your life.. have some self respect dude.. but girls are girls.. and I hate girls.. not all girls.. but those who are not emotionally strong.. sometimes I think that god made me girl by mistake.. but seriously why we girls always cry for those guys who never cared for us.. girls if he don't message you or call you then go to sleep or have a fantastic day..do something you love.. if he disrespects you.. say something terrible.. threatens you.. walk away from him.. don't cry for him...  because you live for yourself first.. he is just secondary character in the story of your life.. do not allow them to turn you into a  secondary character in your story.. be strong and brave.. never ignore your studies for him.. just let him die.. because boys always hurt girls..

Now I have decided to not to think about aarav anymore and enjoy my life... I called pakhi and tanu for asking where they are.. sometimes all you need is good friends for running away from tension..
"We are in canteen come here baby.. we are waiting for you love..." tanu replied
" yeah baby I am coming.." I replied.. don't judge us.. its our lesbo love

I reached canteen and started finding girls.. and suddenly akshara came in front of me and smiled wickedly..
"Hey Arya.. how are you...?"
"That's none of you business.. what you want..?"
"I already got the one whom I want.. you know what I mean huh..?"
"So.. leave me.. don't disturb me..?"
"I just want to talk to you.. I am sad for you.. aarav left you for me.. I am seriously feeling very sad for you.. do you remember that day when you said me that aarav can never leave you for any other girl.. and especially me.. but now .." she started laughing sarcastically..
I just smiled and pushed her and went to the girls table.. she just looked at me in distinguish way.. and went outside..

"What she said..?" Tanu asked.. and pakhi was starting at me..
"Nothing she was just trying to make me jealous.. But she failed because I didn't.." I said and winked.. they smiled at me
"Are you okay..?" They asked
"Yeah I am.."
"You know what you should make aarav jealous.. go for a date with any guy and make him jealous.. he Will definitely come back to you..? What you say pakhi.." tanu said
"Yeah good idea you should make him jealous.." she said and smiled
"Lol.. no I don't need to make him jealous.. and I don't need him.. I just want to be happy.. leave him.. I don't care about him.. and I am not that type of girl who do this shitty thing.." I said while staring blankly
"You know you are weird right..? Tanu said
"I know.." I said and fake a laugh

After we finished our lunch.. and talked about Any thing.. like seriously we can talk about anything.. which can't be understood by any other person.. we were laughing like hyena.. okay I know it is bad comparison.. but still we were laughing loudly and then suddenly both of them stop laughing and stared at canteen door.. I looked at them and then looked back.. and I saw aarav.. He was in his black t-shirt and blue jeans.. and his messy hair.. he looked handsome as usual.. and all the canteen girls looked at him like He is some actor or something.. he was with akshara.. and then he looked at me with his hypnotized brown eyes.. his eyes said me different story.. it was mixture of hurt,sadness, regret.. but I just rolled my eyes and looked forward.. pakhi and tanu was starting at me and then aarav.. and again at me and then aarav.. and then they finally stared at me.. and asked..
"Should we leave if you are not feeling comfortable..?"
"No.. and why you stopped laughing dude.. and he is a just stranger for me.." I said
Tanu opened her mouth to say something but pakhi stopped her.. she's smart.. she knows me very well.. she knows how heartless I am.. they didn't ask more questions and started talking again.. we were again laughing and suddenly my eyes met with aarav's eyes again.. his table was in front of me.. he looked disbelief
.. probably thinking how can I laugh..? But I don't care.. I rolled my eyes and started talking again.. but I noticed that he was looking at me in intervals hoping that I will look at him again.. but I just ignored

We left canteen about a minute and attended some lectures.. whole time I didn't saw aarav anywhere.. maybe he was with akshara.. after last lecture when I was leaving college someone tapped on my shoulder.. I looked back and saw dhruv.. I saw him and smiled.. but he just stared at me with his dark black eyes.. he was is in his white t-shirt and blue jeans.. I can't deny that he is handsome as hell.. he is smart.. intelligent.. matured and one woman man.. I seriously never saw him flirting with any girl.. he is awesome.. and he is the guy whom I can trust But little bit through.. not to mention that I had a little crush on him when I first met him.. but as soon I knew that pakhi also had crush on him.. I hide my feeling.. and days after days my crush on him vanished.. and pakhi fall for him.. they both look cute each other.. but sadly its one side love.. because dhruv don't know how pakhi feel towards him and pakhi didn't want to confess it because she is afraid that she will loose her bestfriend too.. sad right..?
"What the fuck happened to you.. why didn't you picked any call of mine.. I was worried for you Arya." He said in a serious way
"I am fine dhruv.. don't worry.. " I said and smile
"I hate aarav.. like how can he hurt you.. I will kill him for sure.. "
"Lol.. leave him.. why we are wasting our time on discussing about him..? Leave him.. let him do what he wants to do.. "
"Yeah let him fuck that bitch.. " he said and he kept his hands on my shoulder and smiled while looking at my eyes.. I smiled too and move my eyes away from him.. and saw aarav staring at us.. he had an angry look in his face.. and his eyes were giving deadly look to dhruv.. when he looked at me his eyes softened.. but I moved my face away from him and started talking to him

We walk away after few minutes.. when I was leaving dhruv asked me..
"Are you free tomorrow.. can we hangout somewhere.. just me and you.. we didn't hangout alone since aarav came in you life.."
I was little bit confused.. hangout with dhruv is like ditching pakhi.. but I guess she will not mind it.. and I also want to stay away from aarav as far as possible..
"Yeah sure... tomorrow 11 will be okay for you right..
"Yeah fine.. okay bye.. take care.."
"You too.." and then I left...

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The first paragraph is message for girls who are reading my novel.. girls don't allow him to rule your life.. enjoy your life as you want.. 

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