Incomplete Love (ON HOLD)

HARDEST DECISION

AARAV'S P.O.V -

I glanced myself last time in the mirror... oh so handsome I am...and still arya is not falling for me.. agh.. after 3 months I am finally going to meet yash.. and I am very excited.. but I will miss her.. I asked her  whether  she wants to come with me or not.. but she said no because she don't want to disturb us.. she is smart and mature isn't it and her maturity attracts me towards her more and more... I keep my all thoughts aside and left home

After 2 hours of travelling in local train I finally reached his home..I knocked his door and he opened it.. he gave me manly hug 

"fuck I missed you asshole.." He said..

"yeah I missed you too jerk " I replied and we both started laughing.. we goes to his room and started talking 

"Dude, Do you know that sexy girl in our society..?" he said

"yeah, elena.. so..?" 

"We are having friends with benefit type relation.. Damn she is very sexy.. her body, her kiss.. fuck.. she is like drug man.. "

"Are you serious for her..?"

"No, but I think she is.."

"Don't play with her feelings.. If you are not serious then leave her.. fall in love with someone.. "

"lol, are you fine.. ? you are talking like lover boy here.. that's not you.. is this because of arya..?"

"yeah bro... I love her.. I love her so much.. and I am sure that my feelings for her is not attraction.. I seriously love her.. I was not believer in love, but when I set eyes on her,my heartbeat skyrocketed. I was instantly head over heels in love with her. You know I can talk to hundreds of girls in one day but none of them compare to the smile she can give me in one minute. You know.. what is best thing about her.. kindness.. she is that type of girl who is always there for people when they need a friend. She is the girl who faces many issue alone, but still do anything to see someone else smile. She is beauty with brain.. and she is not only beautiful by her face.. but also by heart..she is very strong, Independent.. who doesn't need anyone to solve her problems.. she face all her problems with smiling face.. and somewhat I know she loves me back.. because her eyes said that she were feeling it too.. But the thing that stopped me for expressing my feeling for her is our friendship.. I am afraid of loosing her.. The three magical words are poison for our friendship.. I know she don't want to get in a relationship.. she is afraid too.. she want to focus on her future.. and I don't want to be reason of her distraction.. But even after trying many times my feelings for her is not going.. it's there in softest core  of my heart.. my feeling for her is growing day by day.. It's hard to stop now..being with her makes me feel happy.. it makes me feel like I am the luckiest person in the world.. and my drug is her smile.. I love every single thing about her.. the way she dressed.. the way she smile.. the way she talk with me.. the way she blush.. every fucking thing about her is awesome.. But I don't want to break her heart.. I don't want to hurt her.. actually I want her.. But I don't want to hurt her.. I am fucking confused.. But I am sure I seriously love her.. she gave me some magical feeling .... I love her soo much.." I said and he was just staring me

"what" I said

"I am speechless bro.. I can't find any word to say anything.." He said with smile..

"Bro.. help me.. just tell me what should I do.. I don't want to hurt her.. I don't want her to know that I love her.. But my action speaks everything.. tell me something dude.." I said

I was looking at him with puppy face.. suddenly I got one message.. I opened it and it was of one and only my love.. arya.. I started flirting with her while yash was thinking solution for my problem.. I was smiling whole time..

After some texts I looked at yash and he was staring at me.. "so.. any solution..?" I asked

"yeah.. but it's hard.. will you do it..?"

"yeah  "

"IGNORE HER.." he replied with nervous smile..