I'm sorry for ruining everything
Plans, activites, trips, moments even your own lives
No matter what I do, no matter what I try, no matter what I say, I ruin it for all of you
I'm sorry if I ever made any one of you mad at me
It is too late to undo anything
The damage is done
I can't go back and fix what I have done
I am not who you say I am, I am just a mistake
Everything that they say about me is fake
It seems that only crime I comitted is existing
To make everyone happy, I choose to end my existence
Every time you insist on saying that it's not the right answer
These feelings never leave me be
Lonliness and sadness are the feelings that overshadow my soul
I know what I must do,
They say that few have done this,
The feeling of pain consuming one's body
Each beating, every insult is enough punishment for what I have done
I lay awake to see a bright light
The feeling of a loving and warm embrace that I have longed for in so long
As I depart from this cruel existence I have led
I'll say it one last time, I'm sorry.
YOU ARE READING
I'm sorry
PoetryThis is my first sad poem that came to me and it's inspired by the inner feelings that I have supressed ever since I moved to Florida and I when I make mistakes, I keep having the feeling that I ruined everything. This contains themes of depression...