1:30am
at the park, with my love. we spend our time looking at the stars, blabbing cheesy lines, how adorable of us and laughing to nonsense. the moment stopped. the cold wind that i've been feeling this past few days came back. i can feel my hair on my skin dancing to the wind. it felt weird but i can feel bambam's embrace in that wind.
bambam broke the silence. staring at me again, with those innocent and gorgeous eyes.
"i love you yugyeom"
"i-i love you too"
"are you cold?"
"n-nope"
"stop lying and don't worry, i brought a blanket here"
"where did you-"
"don't mind it"
"t-thank you, i love you"
"i love you too"
2:00am
the hours that we spent at the park is not a waste of time. i don't care if i fell asleep here, it feels like home here. the routine is on repeat but with bambam, it doesn't matter. every minute, every hour, he always make me happy and special. the day that we met on my house, that day, i already felt the love coming from him, the day that he made friends with jackson and mark, even though he's not going to school, even though he never talks to someone, he only talks to me, jackson and mark, confused but i don't care anymore, the way he made me feel special in his arms, and the time that we spent at the park, here tonight every 12:30-3:00 he said, we, i, should always visit the park. i'm inlove with a lost boy who just came into my house that night.
2:30am
i love you
baby i love you~
i hummed into the music and i felt bambam hugging me tight, and i can hear him sobbing. why?
"b-bam?"
"i-i love y-you y-yugyeom"
"i love you too bambam, why are you crying?"
"3:00"
"bam-"
"promise me you'll be here even though i'm gone or i'm by yourside, you'll always visit here, just promise me"
"i promise"
"i wish i could stay, but i can't someone needs me; heaven needs me back there, up there, with Him. i love you, i will always be always yourside, if i left you confused, i'm sorry just because- you'll understand soon baby. but will you let me explain? i know you will. i love you and thank you"
