Feelings.

Cherry Blossom

Eto yung araw na napakasarap sa pakiramdam. I saw her walking all alone and the leaves are fallinv right at her. I fall for her again alam ko na paulit ulit na lang yung ng yayari pero everyday na nakikita ko siya i feel like i already saw the Girl in my dream
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"Recess na!" Salitang narinig ko habang pinag mamasdan ang kanyang likod 😂 Kasi nga natulala nanaman ako sa kagandahan nya hindi ako wierd guys! Sadyang ayaw nya lang ata makita yung mukha ko Haha ang sakit bes! Pero that day wasn't an ordinary day kase while i was playing with my phone i suddenly feel someone is watching me 😱 I feel the chill! And then hindi ko pinansin pero Someone was forcing me to look around like parang may bumubolong sakin that day na sinasabi na "Lumingon ka. Hanapin mo kami" then i freak out! I stand up go outside to get some air and then this is what happen! Well nothing really happen joke lang yun Hahaha.
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Back to Story na nga! So Blah blah blah blah. De ayun na lumabas ako tapos nakita ko sya si Krass (Yiee 😍) Nag lalakad sya mag isa i want to talk to het like we used to do pero i feel down for my self kasi she rejected me already and parang ka awkward naman siguro kung lalapit pako just to ask somestupid question diba? Kaya mas pinili ko na manahimik na lang at ibaling ang tingin kasi i already feel na im just a waste of time for her 💔
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Day past by weeks,months and i already forget about her all about her i want to move on so bad. Sabi nga nila "Forget the Past and Face the future" Naniniwala ako dun. Oo nung una pero somethings happen so quickly i want to forget about her and so on my life has change as well. Nag iba ako Pananamit ko,Pag kikilos ko halos lahat so that means na nag Mature nako? Yehey na lang binata nako wohoo! Hanep asar parin ako pag na aalala ko yung time na nag confess ako sa FACEBOOK tapos may BF pala 💔 Sakit bes i feel so shameless yung feeling na gusto muna lumubog sa tubig tapos ala ng alisan mamatay na kung ma dedead xD hahaha. Nakakahiya bes sobra nag Speech na may kasamang talabuhay Hahaha ayoko ng balikan move on na awat na may nanalo na uuwi nako yan lang ang nasa isip ko habang binabasa ng paulit ulit yung reply nyang may BF NA DAS SYA! 404ERROR: BRAIN CRITICAL DAMAGE 101% HEART NOT FOUND! Yadang no? Haha yan ang nasa isip ko nag corrupt na bes haha.
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I tried everything but its still useless i cant become a bassist!
Ay by the way ipapakilala ko muna sainyo ang Cute na cute na cute na ako! DSM 💓 nga pala Multi talented i can play Guitar,Drum,Piano and i can also cook i do house cleaning ang my Special talent is to SLEEP 15HOURS STRAIGHT! Sana alam nya na kaya ko yan. Pero sabi nila she was a Richkid😂 Yah i know that was one of the reason why i gave up! Di kasi ako mayaman diko afford yung mga teddybear,chocolate,loveletters w/dessign pang mga mapepera lang yan Hahaha e ako pang karenderya lang ang paborito ng masa 25 lang busog kana! Sabi ng mga jeepney driver pero totoo yan try nyo 😁 Ang gusto ko lang naman eh yung babaeng makakasama sa pag babasa ng pocketbook yung makakantahan ko kahit pangit bosses ko yung babaeng makakasabay sa trip ko. Yun lang pero masyadong mataas yung standard nya hahaha Kung baga sya yung langit at ako naman yung Earth Core HAHAHAHA sobrang lalem bessy! Pero pipilitin kong akyatin kakayanin yan! DSM ata to!
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i know i said that this story was about my feelings for her but i think its much better kung isasama kona rin ang aking nakaraan gusto ko lang na malam mo! ay kayo pala kung ano ang mga trip ko dati. Back then i was a 2nd year student in Quezn city sa Common Wealth Highschool ako dati nag aaral back then i feel so Amaze because lahat ng nagugustuhan ko na gugustuhan din ako Hahaha totoo to! Pero i know that it was just a Puppy love. Then i met someone. A girl name Angel she was a Cute chubby little girl (Hanggang Balikat ko lang kasi sya) Masaya ako nung nakilala ko siya then so it goes di nag tagal naging kame. Day has past,weeks,months then umabot kame sa puntong nag kahiwalay 9months kame Its not a illegal relationship her parenrs knows it and also mine pero habang tumatagal nag kaka initan kami lagi away dun away dito selos dyan selos sa ganito! Nakaka stress pero kung hindi kami that means hindi kame so yun nag hiwalay kami dahil sa asar nag palipat nako ng school Back to Basic kumbaga balik sa dating lugar para makalimot and that was the day when i met her. Its already March na and babalik na kami sa Quezon i dont want to go kasi nangako ako sa sarile ko na mapapasagot ko siya so para maiwan ako dito samin i didnt hessitate to lower my grade sinadya ko para makapag summer class ako at ng maiwan nako dito. So gumana nga yung plano ko pumayag magulang ko. Ginawa ko yun para lang sa kanya pero dahil sa ayaw nya talaga sakin nag sisi ako hahaha mali pala yung ginawa ko! dun kona na realize na shes too far from me parang Beauty and the Beast ang peg naming dalawa hahaha real jokes yan kahit masakit mai entertain ko lang kayo lahat i bubunyag ko Hahaha
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... Pero back to what i wrote earlier its true na nung nakita ko siya i feel like i saw a Lovely girl that was walking all alone in a Beautiful day