My lovely bully EXO CHEN

Unexpected Shock

The amount of hate letters got suddenly increased and somehow I felt I should face them now.. According to the writing patterns, it seems to be just three persons who write them regularly.. I asked some girls in my class who they could be.. But they just ignored my questions somehow and told me that it would be better to keep quiet.

I felt so helpless that day.. why should some people behave in this way ? I am from some other country and have no involvement with good or bad any type of activities.. then why bothering me ?

To rain the clouds in my mind, I take my paper and begin to write.. The receiver is the boy with mesmerized voice..

" Hey ‘you’,
First tell me whether you are human or not.. If you are , then tell me what you had eaten in your childhood for having this beautiful voice.. Just don’t tell me you are an angel..Just don’t..

You know what? I always stay around you when you come this place to sing through your heart.. Just for these precious moments, I got the energy to rise me up,, more precisely – to breath.. I do a crime, right ? But say, what can I do? Your voice made me this way!

Tell me you hate me.. but I just wanted you to know about me..I love your voice..

Will you sing for me? for just once in this life? Will you?
From ‘me’ .. "

I put this letter where that boy used to sit.. May be I will end up being hatred, may be his privacy gonna be distracted, but a certain part of me is eager to show my love for him..

Next week I found a letter keeping on that place..

I was too afraid to open the letter..

My heart was beating as if it were racing..
Keeping all my worries aside, I opened the letter..The fonts, the pattern of writing.. I was looking like I could be fainted at any moment.. I couldn’t read anything,, I couldn’t..

I was just looking at the writing of my first love who is keeping me alive..

I was stunned because.. because..

I know this writing pattern..this is the same writing what I used to see in the bully letters..