My lovely bully EXO CHEN

Love vs. Hate

“What are you anyways? Are you around me right now? It’s not comfortable..I am sure you know it..

But first, be honest with me, okay?.. you, falling on me? or not ? If not, then make sure to fall..or  it won’t be economic for my free concert..

Hey, are you a girl? Make sure to be a girl..

-Jongdae”

So , it’s his name ..Jongdae..

Haah,,What am I ? You don’t know, I am the secret admirer of you who became your hateful person without even knowing..

Jongdae, with your this angelic voice, how could be the hateful words to hear?

I couldn’t write any reply that night..why it should be him to sing like it’s driving my soul away.. again why it should be him to hate me in that way?

I can’t think anymore..

Next day, I decided to cooperate with my destiny..lets see where it keeps me going..
But surprisingly, when I went to the canteen for lunch, the first person I met at the door was him..

of all these days, it’s the first time, I saw him in the school ..

Though my breath was high, he was so busy with his mobile that he didn’t even notice me.. what if he saw me ? He doesn’t know it was me writing him a letter.. To him, I am just somebody whom he likes to bully..

I should hate him.. why can’t I ?

Coming with a plate of fried rice, I was looking for a seat,, always I get any table..though there was an empty one at the corner, I decided to go the table where Jongdae was drinking chocolate-milk..

The moment I touched the chair, I hear someone shouting , “ Yaaa!! Leave it !”

I saw it was him shouting at me, holding his can with intense strength that it could be damaged at anytime..I looked at it and cooled my head.. without changing any expression , I said , “leave what?”

“Don’t you see it’s my table?”

“yah I see.. so you need six chairs and a whole table just for drinking milk ?miserable!”

“Shut up!!”

“Don’t shout.. It won’t work on me..” With a big smile on my face, I sat on the chair and started eating..

Next moment, I found him leaving like a crazy wind.. Jongdae, you hate me that much? It hurts, what  have I done to him ?

But one thing I got sure about me today..

If he really hates me for no reason, I will give him a reason..