love is fear

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THIS UPDATE IS DEDICATED TO MY DEAR READER Friendsforever6 WHO HAS ALWAYS SUPPORTED ME ND YAA.......,... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR READER LUCKY TOO HAVE U ND ONLY ON UR BDAY I WANNA UPDATE THISS SOO HERE U GOO WITH A SMALL GIFT FRM MY SIDE HOPE U ENJOY YOUR DAY
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Nan-(looking down nd spoke) love......huh.....for mee luv is equal too fear...haa dardar lgta h mujhe pyarr se kya pata jisses m pyr kru vo mujhe psnd bhi naa kre.. what if he hates me...... what if he cheats on me.. wht of he just don't even like too see my face me what if he don't talk tooo mee .......what if i get into a one sided relationship what if he is with  me due too preasure due too lust not because of luv what if he try to destroy me or mu dreams my career my life what if usne mujhese mere sare kushiya chin li what if agr usne mujhe gande trke se treat kiya mujhe apne better half nahi blki apni naukrani bana k raka what if agr vo mere sath hote hue bhi kise or date kra... what if agr vo mujhe ek tissue ki trah usse kr ke faik de ...what if.............
(A/n pov - yee sirf nandani k hi nhi blke mere bhi thought h love k bare m what if mujhe mera manik naa milke harshad mil gya😢😨😱😲😳😵😭😭)

Nd nan ran frm there too her romm nd break down
While all others were in tears due too nandani's word where as manik was shoked that how a bindass nd a fun luving girls can speak such wordshe fells like he has meet a new person who is totally unkown too her this is the real person he meet wheress nan was totally break down in her room
Abhi-guyss i think we all r done for the day nd nandu needs me
Cab,dhruv nd muku also requsted too come along
They went too nan room whereas manik nd alya was
Numb attheir place alya doesn't know how too react nd what too doo she doesn't have guts too face nan right now soo sheee decided to leave nd steled doen near swimming pool with her legs diped in water
Manik came mear her nd sat down where alya found a brother in him nd let down her felling
Alya-manik u know nan is a very sensitive person after that incident she is completely changed she was a shy type person doesn'tspeks much but now she is just changed her attitude is changed she is not my earlier nainy she is not my nandu I want her back manik I want my nainy back
Author pov
Manik was totally quite she doesn't know what too speak he was confused btw words whike alya was continuously crying nd saying manik an incedent that happens when nan was just 15

FLASHBACK

Nan was just 15yr her mum luv her a lot but other family members prefer wbhi over her when ever  abhi or na  her father takes support of abhi but her mother always consider her.....
Even when she was born the mithai(sweets)that were keep too distribute were nt distributed when they came too know that she is a girl nd even after when abhi was born it was celebrated as a festival........
She always luvs her mum but people always says that she is selfish her father also chets on her mim nt even ones bit many time but oneday her mother see or find out that her father is dating her badi ma (cousin taiji)
Her mum was broke deep down inside even see was broken she hates her dad but being a daughter she even luves herher mother has too keep her mought shut but she never talk too that lady nor nandani

FLASHBACK ENDS

Man- where is her mum

Al-she is in London as she always wants yoo goo there soo nandani made her sift their she is nt in contact with anyone nor nan as nan wants her too liv her life
Manik pov
This girl....... she always act as she is the most happy girl on earth her attitude her boldness but deep down inside ...... she has soo much pain she has soo much tooo suffer she is broken yes she is.......
Manik checks in her roo  nd saw her sleeping he also felt somewhat relif nd slept

MORNING
CAB - gm everyone sooo ehats up for breakfast i m supper hungry
All together-bukkad
Cab- haa toh thik h tum log mt khana
Muk- on a serious note giyss actually we have too go out actually the cheif is nt well soo i have given her leave
Cab-ohh no now what
Man-ok guyss no prob we will goo out nd i will book seats for us get ready i will be waiting for u nd alya tell abhi nd nandani also too come with us
Al- vo manik abhi went too office due too some work nd nandu she left in the morning only
Manik frekout - what in the morning but where
Cab - manik chill she has some work i only talk too her when she was leaving nd she told she will ccome upto 5

Man -okk letss leave

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Soo guyss how was it i m really exiyed for this part as this iss really connected toi me i really luv this part it reveals many thing releted to nan (simi to  mee) i really luv my true nd genuine readers nd silentl reader vote krne m bs 1 sec lgta h or comment m bs 10 sec ab itna pd hi liya h toh vote or comment bhi kr hi doi yrrr plzz

I luv u all nd plzz words se jyada felling ko smjna or mistake k liye solly(sorry)

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