Kidnapped|| E.G.D & G.B.D

Adios summer

Emily's P.O.V
I woke up around 5:30 to my alarm going off singing "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. "
"Grayson, I'm going to kill you." I thought to myself. I have been friends with Grayson since we were in diapers.
I love all sports and am a major tomboy but my clothes show the opposite. Ethan Dolan is Grays long lost twin. He was my crush in 1st grade but he was kidnapped in 3rd grade. I don't like him anymore. I feel like part of the reason may be because I haven't seen him in so long. Despite that, I haven't had a crush since. I still think about him everyday and it has made me majorly depressed. I hate the way I look, I hate my family, I hate the fact that i'm so basic and i'm not special in anyway. I wish I could switch places with E so Gray could have his brother back. Gray and E were always inseparable.
One thing Gray doesn't know about me is that I cut. He knows i'm upset, but he doesn't know that it's to the point where I would self harm, he doesn't even really know i'm depressed. No one needs me, I'm just taking up space and resources. I don't have a crush on anyone anymore  but I will forever love Ethan in a brotherly way whether he is alive or dead, sorry to seem harsh but it's true. I lost hope around 6th grade when the cops gave up and never found him.
Anyways, enough with all this depressing stuff, I have to get ready for school. The only reason Gray put that song on was because he loves that song and sings it to me when I'm upset.
I got up from bed, took a quick shower and did my lazy day makeup, mascara, concealer and powder. I got dressed (outfit above) went downstairs and started to eat breakfast. As I sat down at the table, Grayson came in and sat down with me.
"If you don't hurry up we are going to be late. " Grayson said as he wrapped his arms around my waist from the side and interlocked his fingers as his head rested on my shoulder.
"Gray we have 45 minutes" I said raising an eyebrow
"Fine, way to ruin the surprise, I was going to take you to dutch bros cause I know it's your favorite. " he said with a cheeky grin.
"Why are you being so nice today? First, the song, and now the dutch bros? Not that i'm complaining, I love it when my bestie is in a good mood. "
"Did you check your calendar today? Do you know what day it is?" he asked looking very upset and worried.
"No let me go check..." I replied kind of uneasy.
I wonder why he's so upset.... "Ohhhh...." I though as I looked at the calendar on my phone.
AN: Sorry for the cliffhanger and the really short update but this is my first story and I hope you like it so far! Comment some suggestions please 😊