Kidnapped|| E.G.D & G.B.D

"Im sorry Ethan"

Gray's P.O.V
      When I walked in her room her back was facing me. It had only been three days but he was already skinny so I could see her back bone through her shirt. I couldn't see her face, and quite frankly, I was scared too. If I saw her face I think I would break down and cry.
"Emily..." I called softly
"E... Its all my fault... I'm sorry Ethan." she whimpered barely audible for me to hear.
She already had so many break down and by the shakiness of her voice I could tell she was about to have another. Her bed was in the middle of her room, her headboard against the wall and she was turned towards the window. I ran to the side she was facing.
As soon as I saw her face I let out an unsteady gasp and felt tears already forming. She was as pale as a ghost and her face was swollen, her eyes were bloodshot red and I didn't even want to look at her thighs to see if she had cut. Her whole face had red bulbs from crying to much. She had bags under her eyes that looked like black eyes because they were so swollen. Her hair was tied into a bun that looks like it hasn't been touched for weeks on end.
I engulfed her in a hug and let her cry on my shoulder until I would start to talk to her.
The thought of how many panic attacks she has probably had makes me want to break down, but I can't i'm going to be strong for her. The thought of crying makes my lip quiver and i sniffle a couple times.
No matter what she always knows when I'm crying, but right now a i think she's to trapped up in her mind, replaying that memory over and over for her to even really truly process the fact that I'm here.
She finally starts to calm down so I make her face me and start my speech.
I take one harsh bug breathe in before starting to speak.
"Em it wasn't your fault, you were only in 3rd grade. What happened wasn't supposed to happen. The plan didn't work out well but that's okay.."
When I said that last sentence her lip quivered, she let out a little whimper and looked down for a sec before sniffling and looking back up at me.
"He cared for you, and you cared for him. Him knowing that you were safe is all he needed. He didn't suffer because he knew, even little third grade fetus me, wouldn't let anything happen to you. He probably tried with all his life to escape just to see you. If it weren't for you i'm sure he wouldn't have been moved. With that he may have escaped, but trying to get home was the hard part. You shouldn't think this was your fault at all Emily. Without you Ethan may have killed himself, because if that fucker would've done anything differently he wouldn't be able to live. Him knowing you are alive and happy is all he needs because I don't think he moved on. I'm pretty sure what you two had was love. "
When I finished my speech she said thank you and attempted to look kindly at me. When she moved she yelled out of pain. God, she most not have moved since she woke up.
I picked her up and while she hugged me I carried her bridal style downstairs to make her eat.
I made her some mac n' cheese and as soon as she swallowed she threw it up in the thrash can next to her.
I knew exactly what to get her so I carried her to the couch gave her a ton of pillows and blankets and told her i'd be right back.
Emily's P.O.V
What Gray said really hit me hard. He thought what we had was love. That makes losing him even harder, I lost the love of my life. I think I already knew that I loved him but part of me didn't want to believe it.
I knew I would need to gain some muscle back so despite the horrid pain that felt like pins and needles in my leg I made a fort in the living room for Gray and I.
I was laying in the fort waiting for Gray when I felt my eyelids getting heavier. Suddenly, the front door opened making me jump. Gray came in with Jamba Juice, aw my favorite flavor too. When he saw the fort his eyes light up. I patted myself on the back for doing such a good job since I could see the childlike pleasure in his eyes. (A/N not that way ya lil' nasties)
"You actually moved around and did this?" the smile disappeared from my face when he said this.
"I thought you would have been more happy..."
"No I am Em i'm just super happy you started to move around. "
"Yeah whatever, let's just watch Jurassic World, I need Chris Pratt right now."
We sat in the fort and I was cuddling my pillow when i drifted of into a deep sleep.

When she wakes up is when the good stuff happens. I know i've been saying that for a while but it's as close as ever. Hopefully you guys see what i'm doing here, when I say it's as close as ever. (I'm trying to be like the twins cuz they keep teasing us uggg) Anyways I want to give a huge shoutout to my best friend Carely you should follow her and read her story Starbucks it's getting real Juicy. Anyways love you guys peace ✌️