Crazy.

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Yoongi's P.O.V

It hurts so bad, physically and mentally. My body hurts so bad.

He left me here, he left me on the cold floor. I can feel the blood and cum between my thighs and I feel disgusting, used, dirty.

I didn't move for two hours straight, it's dark outside and it's really cold. I stood here in the same position. It even
hurts breathing.

Do I deserve this?

Flashback

"Oh fuck.. you slut, stop screaming"

He slapped my face and I cried silently, I can't do anything, I am losing my virginity to him.

Even if he's raping me, and punching me, I still love him.

"Ohhhh.. good slut"

He finished
He used me

End of flashback

I started crying as I remembered the scenes from two hours before.

It was my mistake to fall in love with him, but how can I not love him?

His eye smile, his lips, his cute cheeks, his body.

He was usually nice to me, and now.. now.. he's a monster, what's wrong with me?

I cried and cried until I passed out.

Jimin's P.O.V

"Do it Jimin, me and mom want to get rid of him, he will tell our secret"

"But.. sister, you know I love him. Why did you and mom made me do this? He hates me now, he hates me, I didn't want to do it! I hate you both! "

"Stop yelling at us! He's just like daddy used to be!"

I started crying, why did I do it? It breaks my heart seeing him cry.

"Will we run away after he dies? Or will we go to mom?"

"We will go to mom"

I nodded and wiped my tears away, I want to be with mommy and with my sister. My sister did so much for me, she protected me.

She took the gasoline and poured it around the house, then she opened the front door of Yoongi's house and entered, she poured gasoline all around Yoongi. I started crying again, I don't want him to die.

But also.. I do

Mommy wants that

Sister handed me a lighter and I took it. My hands were shaking and my vision was blury from the tears.

"Do it"

I looked at my sister and she just nodded at me and closed her eyes.

I closed my eyes too and I fired the lighter.

I took a big breath and I threw the lighter over the substance that will soon kill the person I love.

The fire soon started to have a life on it's own and began to cover the whole house in flames.

Plumes of black smokes billowed out of the window as I tried to look inside.

I panicked, I did something wrong, this is wrong, no no.

I ran to the front door, that was now covered in flames, I took a big breath and I ran through the flames.

My sister was yelling, screaming after me but I didn't care, all I cared about was Yoongi.

My skin was tingling. It stung and stung with no end. My eyes burned from the smoke that filled the air and my lungs ached from lack of fresh air. I frantically glanced around, all I saw was flame. I could hear the crackling of the fire, but louder than anything else was the pounding of my heart. It started beating faster and faster, until I wasn't sure if it was beating so fast it was a continuous hum or if it had stopped altogether. I looked at my hand, the skin was darkening. Watching it burn was almost as bad as feeling it. I was sure I would be dead in minutes if I didn't hurry up.

The tingling and burning sensation soon caught my legs and my back. It hurt so bad. My lungs were filled with thick black smoke, making me cough again and again.

I made my way closer to what I assume was the living room, where I had left Yoongi.

I saw him, he was standing in the same position that I left him in.

His skin was red and in some areas it started to bleed. I ran to him, and I fell down right besides him.

I crawled closer to him and I put my head on his chest, trying to get any sign of him being alive.

Dum Dum
Dum Dum

I put my hands and legs around his body, creating a "shield" that will hopefully protect him from the flames.

I hugged him tight. I love him I love him

I'm sorry Yoongi.

My flesh was eaten by the flames, I felt myself burn but I smiled.

Even though my body was burning, I smiled.

I finally found love, but it's too late now, it's too late for me to ask for forgiveness.

My last words. My last minutes of living, I spent them with you, I didn't care about the fire, all I cared about was you.

My medication. My key to happiness.

"I love you Yoongi"

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Yoongi's P.O.V

When I woke up I was surrounded by people, a lot of people. What happened here?

I blinked a few times but my vision was still blury, my skin hurt.

I was still on the floor, still in the same position. The people didn't notice me, as they were talking with each other.

I tried to move but I couldn't, a weight was stopping my body from standing up.

Blonde hair... Jimin?

I lifted his head up and when I saw his face I started screaming and crying

His beautiful face was burned.

I checked his pulse, hoping, hoping for a sign.

Dead.

I hugged him, I hugged him tight. He's dead, no he can't be.

"Please sir calm down"

I continued to scream and cry, I screamed his name, but he didn't wake up.

"Wake up ! Please Jimin wake up, damn it!"

"Take the dead body"

"No no no, you will not touch him he's not dead you idiots! Leave me alone!"

They tried to take him away from me.

"Sedate him"

I screamed and screamed until I felt the needle under my skin, I started calming down, and I fell asleep.

"Jimin"

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