Her Decision

Chapter 4

After dinner I decided to go straight to bed because it had been I very long day.
When I got to my room there was knock on the door and when I opened it Jordan came in.
"Hay" I said taking out my earring and setting them on my dresser. Jordan sat on my bed and started to play with his fingers which told me that he was nervous about something. "Are you ok?" I asked walking over to my bed and sitting down next to him. "Ya I'm fine" he was all he said. The last time something like this happened was when Paxton told me that he was moving and that nearly broke my heart. I was going to stay calm. I didn't want this to turn in to a fight. "You know you can talk to me....right." I said he looked at me then and I saw something that I had never seen in his eyes before. It was longing. "Anna....." he started but then cut him self off. I watched as he stood up and walked to my window and stared out it. I had know idea of what was going on. Then out of nowhere he spoke up again. "Anna...I love you and I am having a hard time controlling my self of my feelings for you." I stood up from my bed and walked over to him. I was about ready to cry this was the first time he had told me he loved me and I loved him with all my heart but I couldn't find my voice. Instead I hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me and rested my head on his chest. I could have stayed there forever wrapped in the arms of the man I love. That's when I found my voice "I love you to Jordan." He let go of me and lead me back to the bed we sat down and all I wanted to do was kiss him and I knew he felt the same why but we were going to have to wait. Instead Jordan said " I want us to date with the thought of marriage Anna. I'm so in love with you." Now I really was crying. I felt like the luckiest girl in the world and nothing could ruin it for me.