She never knew

Chapter 3

So its been 4 year s since my last birthday party, I hate them now all they bring is bad luck. I just spend my birthdays with my brother but he left.. He left once my dad met a woman named Maria and they got married, I didn't like her, she will never be my mother ever. But she's carrying my half sister so I have to be nice.

I really hope my brother comes back home, he promised he would for our fun day at least.

*Time Skip*

So he didn't come.... no one remembered, I hoped for a cupcake with a candle at least but no. I wish someone wanted me here, I feel like I don't have to be here I'm just here because I'm a item. Never a human

I sang myself the usual birthday song and went to bed crying like I was 5 again. And this is where I first met her, the voice who tells me I'm worthless and have nothing to offer in life.

"I'm here for you, I always will be but only to tell the truth, no one wants you we know it so why stay"

I listened to her until I fell asleep, but I knew I had some hope but I didn't want to believe it.

Great another year of my life wasted, I gave up on my dad he's more invested in the beginning of his new family then trying to help me and my brother. The people he use to love and care for before he left mom. God I miss her, wish I could see her again.

But she did send me a letter last year saying have a good year and everything and I just hope I'll see her again and that she'll remember me when I go back home.

I'm just hoping this year will be better than my last few..