My head is litterly spinning I can't believe it Nash Grier is standing about 3 meters away from me and what am i doing about it, absouloutley nothing! I can't do anything thats the thing. Im litterly frozen here staring at him. He doesnt look back at me of course though, he simply just walks away.
What have i just done! I just lost my only chance probably to meet Nash Grier. What would have happened if I had have gone out there. I would have got a picture for sure but what if he asked for my number or something? What if we fell in love and got married! What am i thinking, im thinking to fanfiction style here, none of that could happen to me the most i would have got is a picture but thats enough for me.
But i just blew it i blew it all, now all thats running through my head is the what ifs. I feel a tear stream down my face that i didnt even know would fall. Before i can comprehend whats happening im up and running out of the door. I scan the parking lot for any signs of Nash possible. Nothing, absouloutly nothing is there.
Lauren runs out after me.
"Lily what are you doing!" She shouts at me.
I dont answer i just walk. I walk away from this place and head back home. Some may think im over-reacting. But no one knows what this boy had done for me, and no one will ever know how much i love him. No one knows!
This is all to much for me, as soon as i arrive out my house i throw the door open and run to my room. I flop onto my bed and lay there lifeless. I have no idea how long I was lying there for. But i had no plans to move anytime soon.
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I might stop the A.N just until I get some readers because right now i feel like im talking to myself:'( fun.
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Are you who I thought you were? (Nash Grier Fanfiction)
Fanfiction" And she loved a boy, even more than she loved herself. "
