Are you who I thought you were? (Nash Grier Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Lillies P.O.V

Wow. Thats pretty much all i have to say. Infact its all i can say. Im over the moon. I cant believe what happened today. I spent a day with Cameron Dallas, Taylor Caniff and Nash freaking Grier. But thats not even the best part, i made a Vine with them. Hang on, thats not even the best part! Nash asked me if i wanted to do it again. But this time alone! Im not sure if he meant it as in a date or just as friends but either way im up for that deffinately. It was such a good day. Nash was just so comfortable around me like i imagine i was around him. It was all perfect. Absouloutly perfect, im not even over-reacting here. I dont know how the other boys felt about it but i know i felt good. I thought i would feel uncomfortable at least one part during the day you know being around 3 boys by myself, but they're all so layed back and easy to get along with. They didnt treat me no different either like some boys do. You know, those complete dick heads who are like "You cant do that your a girl, here let me do it.". Its just like no stop, im pretty capable of carrying something heavy you douche. I'm glad Nash, Cam and Tay aren't like that and i imagine none of the other boys are either. I'm hoping i get to meet them too, but i dont want to ask Nash incase he thinks im using him to get to the other guys or something. I would hate to be in that position when you dont know whether someone is using you or no. But Nash seems pretty layed back about it all.  I cant stop thinking about him no matter how hard i try. I feel like i should tell my mom but knowing how strict she is she may be like "Oh i dont feel its right for you to be hanging around with those boys. If ther're as famous as you say they are the probably just want to get into your pants.". Thats genuinly something she would say. It bothers me sometimes but at the end of the day im lucky to even have a mom. Sure she can go a bit mental sometimes but others shes fine.

As i continue to think of the day, i decide to do something productive instead of sitting there staring off into space. I get up and walk over to where my school bag is, and take out my math homework. This should be fun...

Nash P.O.V

This cant be good. Moms in a mood. Shit. I slowly head towards my mother to see what she wants.

"Yes mom?" i ask, making sure i speak clearly to not annoy her anymore.

"What is this young man!" She shouts at me pointing to the laundry i put on the floor.

"Thats my laundry mom." i reply, unaware of why shes annoyed about it. At least i put it near the washing machine instead of leaving it on the floor of my room.

"Why have you not washed it yourself! I am not your slave Nash." she spat at me.

This is one thing many people do not know about me. My mom is a drunk and a druggie. She takes all her anger out on me and Will. Hayes and Skylynn are treated properly and have no idea about mom being like this because they are still pretty young. Hayes is soon to find out though. Its really scary you know, having a mom like her. She can be fine one minute but the next she could be pinning me up against the wall and there is nothing i can do it about it. I cant tell anyone because she will kill me, litterly. Sure i may look happy in all my Vines and videos. But this is only because of my fans. Without them i would be lost, they keep me going.

"I'm sorry mom, ill do it now." I say picking up the washing and loading it into the machine before adding the powder and switching it on.

I walk away before any thing more can be said and done. That was a close one. If i had stayed there a second longer she probably would have hit me square in the face. Its happened many times. I decide to lighten my mood by texting Lillie.

"Hello Lillie" i text. Within a matter of minutes she replys.

"Hello Nash, whats up?" She asks politely.

I want to tell her, i really do i just cant. Lillie is a fan, she could write it on Twitter for all i know. I cant take that risk and i dont want her to look at me any differently, i dont need sympathy, that wont do nothing at all. Sure the support would be nice but not just yet. Now im feeling slightly bad for saying Lillie is a fan. Yeah sure she is but shes alot more than that to me now, were friends. And im glad it is that way.

"Nothing really. Do you have any plans for tomorrow?" I hope she doesnt.

"No i dont actually, why?"

"I was just wondering, would you like to do something?" 

We carried on texting for a while about what we could do tomorrow. We finaly decided that I could go over hers and watch movies or something. She explained about how strict her mom is so i would have to watch out for that. If only she knew how my mom was. She went bed after about 2 hours of talking. I liked how we could just talk about anything pretty much and not get bored. By now its 1 AM. I should probably get to bed. The thing is i cant. I cant stop thinking about today and how great it was. It was litterly perfect. Not awkward at al like i suspected it might be. Lillie actually fit in really well. She did what she wanted when she wanted, thats what i really liked about her. Her confidence and her ability to be who she really is, not some fake girl that nobody likes and enjoys to be around. And she didnt just like me for my fame. She liked me as a person, that really matters. When you become famous, even the slightest like me, you have to be careful who you be-friend. Some people are just in it to get known. Thats what really hurts. When that happens. Its out of order, we do have feelings too you know. Im glad she wasnt begging to meet the other boys too, as bad as that sounds. But that would have upset me a bit. I know shes a fan and all but its a bit disrespectful to be like "OH MY GOD NASH HELLO, wheres Shawn?" If you get me.

When she asked me to rub her Sun lotion in it came as a bit of a shock. I was staring at her at the time too which was a bit awkward and i think she noticed. Whoops. I rubbed it in for her though. She had a grwat body, she was tanned and toned. Good mixture there. Everything we did today running through my mind constantly. I eventually began to drift of thinking of Lillie. By now i knew something for sure.

I was falling for her, hard.

***********************************************************************

I hope every body enjoyed this chapter:) Sorry if your getting annoyed by it being more in Nash's P.O.V at the minute but it kind of had to be because of the story line with his mom. And also sorry if it offends any body with his mom being the way she is. Of course shes not like this in real life, im sure she is lovely it was just for the story, so sorry about that guys. Im trying my hardest with this so i would really aprectiate for you to vote :) Thankyou.