Sterek OneShotS

#4 I... I Love Him

A/N: in this oneshot, I've traded roles. Isaac is now stiles' best friend instead of Scott. And Scott has taken Isaacs place. He's a part of Derek's pack together with Boyd and Erica.
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Stiles' POV
"Isaac, I'm hopelessly crushing on this one person" I told him. We were sitting on his bed in his room. After Isaac got the bite from Derek's uncle, and we got closer to the pack, I haven't been able to take my eyes off of the one person, who's the most impossible one, to get.
"Cool bro! Who is she?" He asked with excitement.
"I-it's... It's a he, Isaac" I looked up at him, my head still down. I was waiting for a reaction. His eyes widen but his mouth closed. I kinda hoped it would be the opposite.
After a long while, he finally spoke, and that relieved me.
"So.. Who's the lucky guy? And does he like you back?" He said, the excitement back in his voice. Guess he just needed some time to process everything.
"You're not bothered by the fact that I'm gay?"
"Stiles, I'm your best friend, I kinda already knew, when you started staring at guy's asses in the dressing room. And why would I? This doesn't change anything between u- wait! Unless it's me you're having a crush on?! I'm very flattered and all bu-"
"God shut up! It's not you Isaac, although you're not the worst looking guy. It's .. Uhmm-" I tried coming out to him and just tell him who it's was. But it was very hard, harder than normal.
"Come on! Just spit it out" he grinned widely, waiting anxiously.
"It's Derek! Derek hale.."
His eyes widen again.
"You. Are. Kidding. Right?"
"No. I'm not. And I would appreciate it if you didn't make fun of me."
"I'm not-" he snorted " -but.. Derek? Really"
"Yes really! Have you seen him?! He's hot as hell!" I said, I sounded like a teenage girl with sexual hormones.
"Stiles, relax. Breath." He teased.
"Shit up." I said simply.
The night went on with talking about my sexuality and Derek. I was glad that Isaac wasn't judging too much, he was very calm and that was exactly what I needed. A best friend.
"So when are you going to make a move?" Isaac asked.
"Uhh let me see.. Never!"
"What?! You have to tel-" Isaac got cut off by Derek walking in.
"There's a meeting, you can bring your sidekick if you want." Derek growled and left without any further.
"That was weird huh?" I hugged and looked back at Isaac who were smirking.
"Why are you looking like you're having a seizure?" I asked looking puzzled at him.
"So, were you looking at his ass?"
"Isaac! No! I'm beginning to think you're the gay one here" I got up and went downstairs with him behind me.
"One peek at least?!" Isaac squealed.
"Isaac! Shut up! I'm not checking out Derek, it's too risky. And I do NOT want him to find out. I'll be a dead man" I said while walking inside my jeep and waited as Isaac walked into the passengers seat.
"Hell probably love you back, and you'll have small alpha baby's" he grinned.
"Isaac!" I had no comments. I wish he's shut up, or else I'm gonna meet up with blushed cheeks and a boner. And that's not my biggest wish right now.
"Look, stiles. You have to talk with him about your feelings. Or else you'll live with a hole in your heart. And that's just sad. If you get married it'll be with someone you don't love, and if you don't even get married you'll live with 126 cats in a one-room apartment." Isaac was being more serious now, but he was defiantly exaggerating with the amount of cats, I would have 34 max.
We reached the loft, and got out quickly to see what was going on.
"It's Peter. He's... Dying." Scott said as we walked in, a few tears rolling down he's cheeks. Why was he crying? Did anybody even like Peter?
I noticed Derek not being there, that had me worried. After all this was Derek's uncle, and even if they were on bad terms, he was still there for him, often.
I couldn't help but feel my heart break a little. Just seeing Derek unhappy makes ME unhappy. This isn't just a teenage crush, I have actual feelings for Derek, and I don't think Isaac got tat when I told him about my feelings towards Derek.
"Where's Derek?" I growled through gritted teeth. I'm not sure why, but I was angry. Or maybe I was hiding my sad feelings with anger. Erica pointed upstairs. I ran toward the stairs but got stopped by Erica. She held my shoulder, and I looked back at her over my shoulder.
"Maybe you shouldn't, you'll just make Derek even more angry, with your annoying sarcasm and stupid jokes." She said surprisingly calm. I didn't know she cared so much for him, and I couldn't help but fell a little jealous. It was probably just because Derek is her alpha.
I shook her off and ran upstairs cutting every second step over. I walked in watching Peter in Derek's bed, and Derek kneeling Beside him. His shoulders slightly shaking as if he was crying- wait, he IS crying. Oh my god, no. A tear rolled down my cheek watching Derek so miserable.
"Derek, are you ok?" I asked walking closer ad laying a Han on his muscular shoulder.
"D-does it lo-look that ww-ay?" He whispered lowly, not being able to get one single right word out.
"I'm so sorry Der"
"Me too"
After a couple of minutes of just standing still and watching Derek cry, I broke the silence.
"What happened?" I asked rubbing his shoulder making him tense.
"I don't wanna talk." He said firmly.
A lot of time had passed and Derek broke down. His sobs filled the house and I couldn't Eli but walking around to face him. I kneeled down to his level, and pulled him tightly to me. I hugged him with all force knowing it wouldn't hurt him one bit.
But what surprised me most, was him hugging me back. I was shocked but shrugged it off and held him tighter.
"Thanks. Thank you for being here" he whispered his hot breath fanning my ear.
***
I was sitting in my room reading a book called 'American Psycho' until I heard a crack at the window. And the next thing I know Derek is standing in front of me. I threw my book on my nightstand and got up looking at him curiously.
"Why?" He asked making me confused. What was he talking about? His face was unreadable, but when is it not?
"Sorry?" I asked again.
"Why. Why did you come to see me everyday for two weeks, when I was doing nothing but being in grief." He asked looking more angry now. I did something good, by being there? Why does he look angry then?
"Because I care. And I'm sorry he.. Passed awa-"
"Shut up! Don't... Don't say something like that." He said looking more sad now. Gosh, bipolar much? But it's ok, it suits him. Everything suits him.
"Sorry." I mumbled. He came closer and rested a hand on my shoulder.
"Thanks.. For being there for me, when he was still alive" he smiled.
Wait?! That's impossible, Derek doesn't smile, that word isn't even in his vocabulary. But it made me smile more. He lifted my chin to look at him.
"I'll be forever grateful what you did for me the last two week. You helped me more than any other of the pack. And I don't know why you have such an affection on me, but you do" he said careful.
"Oh I do?" I smirked.
"Don't push it stiles." He smirked. This was a bit awkward position, but I liked it. And something about him saying my name had me shivering all the way down to my toes. I wanted to hear him say it again.
"Beg your pardon?" I asked looking puzzled.
"I said, don't push it, Stiles" he put effort on my name and that had me close my eyes for a while. When I opened my dazing eyes, I realized he was still holding my head up, with his index finger and his thumb.
"Sorry, but I think something's wrong with my hearing, could you repeat that" I asked making him chuckle.
"Stiles, you're lying." He said smiling. But I don't care, he said my name again.
"Derek, is it weird, that.. I'm turned on by thi-" I got cut off.
"Only if it's weird that I am too" he smirked, I widened my eyes, not realizing what he just said.
He closed the gap between our body's and leaned in to kiss me. The kiss became more passionate, and had my cock twitching inside my boxers. He stepped closer making me stumble and fall on my bed, back first.
He crawled on top of me and started placing kisses up my neck and jaw, til' he reached my mouth. He sucked and locked my lower lip, making me open my mouth, and let his tongue in.
He went down to my neck and sucked hard.
"You have no idea how long I've been dreaming of this happening."
"I think I do." He smirked against my skin. I was shocked. He knew?! I pushed him half up, holding his chest up, so he was hovering over my body.
"What?" I asked shocked.
"What? what" he asked again.
"You knew I had feelings toward you? And you didn't do anything?"
"I.. I wasn't ready, cause I knew I had feelings for you too, so I waited til' I was ready. And I'm ready" he smiled apologetically.
I smiled relaxing a bit.
"So you have feelings for me huh?" I smirked.
"I do" he said smiling sincerely.
He meant it.
"I have too" I smiled.