Her Need For Speed

N I N E T E E N

-Theo's POV-

Oh my god, what have I done? I looked down at the beauty laying next to me snuggled into my chest to keep warm as I stroked her soft hair. I looked at Della as I watched her dreaming, she had a slight smile settled on her face so she was having a good dream. All these pictures in my mind of what happened not long ago keep clouding my thoughts...
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A/N on Theo's Thoughts
Italicized- Theo's Conscience Bold-Theo Actually Thinking
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Did I take advantage of Della?

No, she's too stubborn to give in to peer pressure...

But she was vulnerable!

She still would know her limits, she's too strong-minded to give into anything...

But she was horny!

Yet, she never said she wouldn't, she just said maybe...

So did you take advantage of her?

No, I don't think so anyway!

Are we done here then?

Yeah, this is pretty weird so I'm done...

"Theo, what's wrong?" Della said as she sat up, she looked at me with me her eyes halfway open. She won't remember this conversation in the morning, she's that out of it right now!

"Honestly, I feel like I took advantage of you..."

"No, Theo, fucking stop that! You know me well enough to know I don't give in, I'm too stubborn for that shit. You didn't take advantage of me, I enjoyed every last second of that and I'm happy it happened! Not regretful of the choice I made, as I hope you aren't either..."

Told you dumbass, should've listened to me!

Shut the hell up fucking conscience! You're the bitch who made me second guess myself anyway. I'm busy here, fuck with someone else's head...

"Why would I regret that? I love you so much, I never could regret anything I get to experience with you... I love you more than you'll ever know, more than any sappy movie could say, more than any stupid love song lyrics, more than the most 'in love' couple in the world, more than anything in the universe. You are my world Della, I can't imagine my life without you..." I said to her, she looked at me with a smile on her face.

"I love you too Theo, can we go back to bed now? I'm tired and its one in the morning and I don't do waking up early for anything!" Della said sleepily as she laid back down, I shut off the lamp and laid down too before I wrapped my arms around her securely. This is what I can't wait for in my lifetime, waking up and going to bed to the beautiful woman beside me because that's the best present I'll ever receive...

-Della's POV-

I love how concerned he is with me, but sometimes it's frustrating when he doubts something. He's the love of my life though, and I don't want him to ever change...

-2 Years Later-

"Theo, what the hell are you doing?" I asked, he smiled at me as he got on one knee and grabbed my hand as I stood in front of him in absolute shock.

"I'm doing something I should've done a long time ago, but I was a pussy and didn't want to mess up... Anything else you want to ask before I start this video?"

"Um yeah, you know how much I love you right?" I said smiling, he smiled and bit his lip slightly since he's nervous.

"I'm gonna guess a lot since you've put up with me for two and a half years?"