I Still Love You

Chapter One: The Doll

" The Doll "

" If you still love that person,
You'll comeback to him/her! "

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Dred's TOV ( Talk Of View )

I look at her from a far, she seems happy and fine.

How I wish, I'm the reason behind her smile but

I'm not!

Coz if she will see me,
she'll just hates me!

A lot.

I'm Aldred Ignacio, 30 years old. Living alone in this world with full of hopes and just waiting for the time of my death.

I'm sick? Yes!

I have a brain tumor.
This disease is a Li-Fraumeni Syndrome, which mean ' Inherited '. Yeah! I got this sick to my dad who died because of this. And the next will be me!

This sick is still cureable but Hell yeah! I don't wanna extend my life, I  just wanna die as soon as possible. I don't have any reason to stay, so I must prefer to just
die now!

How can I still value my life if one of the reason why I'am living is not with me. And

will never be with me.

Whom I'am talking about? Is the girl that I'm looking right now.

It been six years!

Six years of not having her!

Six years of wanting her!

Six years of loosing her!

Could she become with me again until I found the end?

Could she give me a reason to stay a little more?

Or

Could she make me feel what happy it is, before I'll say goodbye to her ?

Could I even have a chance to say the word goodbye to her ?

Well, she's all mine back then, we're happily loving each other. We have our own world to be created just by me and her. She becomes my life and everything. I'm satisfied of what I have when she's with me. It's as if, everything in this world is all mine but my everything turns to nothing after that

incident!

" Thea, Come here! "

I came nearly and I heard her voice again, those voice that always remind how much she loves me and how important I'am to her.

Could I ever heard it again from her once more?

" Mommy I want that doll. "

And yeah! She already had a child. A family rather.

How I wished we're the family ?

" Thea, We're in hurry, Dad is waiting for us. We need to go. We'll buy that next time ok? "

Her child just nodded and they walk away, while my eyes follow them until they fades.

I walk and look for the doll that her child named Thea wants and I'd buy it.

Now? How can I give this doll to her child anyway?

Psh! Pathetic me!

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" Ah sir, eto na po lahat ng papeles na pinapahanap nyo"

How can I give this to her?
Magpapakita na ba ko?