The Cruel Love (Jeon Jungkook)

12

Jungkook's POV:

Lisa can't be...

"Officer, are you sure?" Sojin ask.

"Yes, we searched the entire house and by the way, the recording studio and dance studios as safe. Is it fireproof?" The officer said.

"Yeah, it is." I said remembering that Lisa used to go there when me and sojin are gone.

How do I know? I checked the cctv and saw her there. She seemed like she was recording a song.

"Is the fire all out?" I ask them.

"Yes, it seems so." The policeman said looking back at the house.

At the same time, BTS and BlackPink arrived.

Jimin carried Arin while the others rushed to me.

"Where's Lisa?" Taehyung asked panting.

I looked down.

"WHERE IS SHE?!" suga hyung suddenly raged holding my collar.

"HYUNG, I DON'T KNOW!" I answered back yelling.

He suddenly let go off my collar and shed a tear.

Wait, tears?

"Jeon Jungkook, don't tell me she's..
" Suga said hesitating to continue.

"I don't want to think that too hyung.." I'm hurt. I don't want to think that Lisa is dead.

I dont know why I felt this way, i feel so,uneasy. I feel guilt. I feel pain and sadness.

This isn't fair.

"Nae Dongsaeng... My sister.. Lisa-yah..." Suga hyung muttered crying.

"Hyung.. She's your sister?" I asked confusedly, so as the other members.

"Yeah, i found out a couple of weeks ago. I was gonna tell her but.. This happen" He said crying. I feel another guilt.

Wait, the recording room.

I ran to in the house and to the record room.

"Come on.. Its got to be here somehwere..." I said as I continue to look for it.  Opening the drawers,  searching the file on the computer. 

Then I try to remember it again. 

"Jungkook-ah,  I made something for you.  Here.. " Lisa said as she gave me a flashdisk. 

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The next day I put it beside the table at the living room. 

"That's it!!" I snap my fingers and hurriedly leave. 

Carefully heading towards the living room not wanting the pieces of broken glass and shards make a cut. 

"Sir,  we're still clewning down here,  please go outside or upstairs. " The firemen said as he was holding the chandelier along with his other friend.

"Wait, I'm just gonna take something...." I said trying to find the USB.

My eyes landed on a small object laying in thr ground. I ran towards it and dashed to the recording room.

I opened the computer and inserted the USB. Opening each and every file, I got more and more un-patient of whats inside it. What did Lisa do? What did she want to show me? Is it something important?

A few minutes later, I saw a file. A different file with my name. I never saved any file as my name. Anxiously, I clicked the file.

Then, a song came in.

Little do you know

How I'm breaking while you fall asleep

Little do you know

I'm still haunted by the memories

Little do you know

I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece

Little do you know

I need a little more time

Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside

I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

Little do you know

I need a little more time.

I stopped the song there. Tears threatened to fall from my eyes. A sigh of sadness released from my mouth. Many questions run through my head.

Is this what she felt?

Is this really what she lived through?

Did she really love me that much?

I'm sorry Lisa.

"What a Cruel Love we have Lisa" I whispered through the silent room.

"Hey... Are you okay?" A voice came from the door.

I turned towards the door and saw Taehyung hyung. He's smiling with a sympathetic look.

I turned towards the computer and answered.

"I'm fine hyung. Its just that *sniffs*" A tear rolled out from my left eye.  I breathe out heavily.

"Its just what?" He ask.

"She-Lisa, I feel guilty. I made her fall in love with me that much. And then suddenly instead realizing my real feelings for her, I pushed her away. Telling her that she's nothing. Hyung, I never meant that... " I said finding difficult to release the words out of my mouth.

And the lump in my throat isn't helping it get any better.

"Jungkook... You know that she loves you. But then again, its not your fault that she loves you. Neither is it Lisa's fault. She fell in love wih you because she wanted to. Jungkook-ah, love can't be forced. It can only be felt. Now she felt that in her heart. Question is.. Did You?" Taehyung hyung said patting my back. I starred at the computer blankly thinking about the word that came right out of his mouth.

"I don't know hyung... Urghh!! I'm so confused." I grabbed my hair in frustration.

"You need to figure it out bro. Cause right now, I'm not sure that the right girl for you is Sojin," He said and went out of the studio.

I sigh again.

"Jungkook-ah, love can't be forced. It can only be felt. Now she felt that in her heart. Question is.. Did You?"

Taehyung hyung's voice lingered in my head.

Then I thought about it again...

"Question is....Did You?"

Yeah....

Did I?

To be continued.

{A/N: Yoo guys.. Hehehe. Sorry I can't update more recently. I've been busy wih school these days and got many problems. Hehehe. I'm so sorry that I kept you guys waiting. I hope you guys like this chapter. See you on the next one.. Hihi.}

P.S: NOT EDITED