The Cruel Love (Jeon Jungkook)

5

Lisa'a POV:

After that day, SoJin left. Jungkook took her to the airport to have their goodbye for this six months.

Jungkook has been restless lately. He's been sad, lonely and depressed. He keeps on murmuring Sojin if he's tired. Even in his sleep.

He would cry. Like he is now.

"Shh.. Jungkook-ah, don't cry." I said holding his hands caressing his hair.

He always dreams of Sojin in his sleep. He misses her so much.

"Sojin-ah, don't leave me. I miss you." Jungkook cried.

"Shh.." I said and wiped his tears that keep on slipping down his cheeks.

"Sojin-ah..." He said softer.

Hah.. It looks like its getting better.

"Neh, Jungkook-ah, I'm here. Don't worry." I said sweetly. I smiled bitterly. I was always the third role. I was never gonna be the first.

A little while later, he calmed down. I sighed. I look at the time. Its 00:00 which means that its 1 o'clock at dawn.

I couldn't sleep anymore. I went to the attic.

I got up from bed gently not making any sound. I heard him move a little. But after a while he went back to his sleep.

"Goodnight Jungkook." I said and went out the door.

I closed the door quietly. I walked to the attic and turned on the light. I open the window that leads to the roof.

I stepped out carefully, not wanting to slip. I sat there, at the roof. Under the cold dawn. I suddenly thought of one word.

"Eomma..." I wondered off. I wonder how is she now.

"Eomma how are you?" looking up towards the sky, which was still dark due to the fact that it still can be considered as night.

"Eomma.. You know I miss you." A tear dropped from my eyes.

"I regreted everything. Eomma.. I wish I didn't gave it *hiccups* to you." the image of her played in my mind.

"Lisa-yah?" I heard a voice. Jungkook...

Jungkook's Pov:

I feel empty beside me. I spread my arms but I didn't feel Lisa. I couldn't feel her warmth. I open my eyes at that exact moment.

"Lisa?" I called out. I didn't hear any answer. I pass by the attic. I heard crying sound.

"I regreted everything. Eomma.. I wish I didn't gave it *hiccups* to you." A female voice said. It was then, J realized who it was.

Lisa...

But, eomma? Why did she cry about her slutty mom?

I went in the attic. I saw the window open. I followed the voice and it lead to the roof. I saw her, hugging her knees while crying.

"Lisa-yah?" I called again.

She turned around. Her body shaking because of coldness and sobs.

She turned back around as she saw me getting through the window.

"What are you doing *hiccups* here?" Lisa ask shaking. She's trying to control her breathing.

Then, she gave me a smile.

"I was just chilling" I said.

"Tch, yeah right." she said in a teasing tone.

"So, what are you doing here at dawn and.. Crying." I asked suddenly.

"Psh, since when did you care?" She ask sulking.

Omo, cute.

"Yah, Didn't I ever tell you? When I ask, you answer. Not answering back." I stated sternly.

"And if I ask? What? I'm guessing I'd got hit instead right? I know. Sorry for asking." She said looking down. She put on a sad smile.

I kepy quiet. She knows it already. Its been her routine. I would hit her if she ask me back.

"Anyway. I woke up because... I had a bad dream... And um.. I was crying because of my mother." she said resting her chin on her arms which was supported by her feet.

"Bad dream and your mom?"

Lisa's POV:

"Bad dream and your mom?" he ask me confusedly.

I had to lie about the dream part. I know he rarely checks the cctv now.

"Yah, why would you miss a slut?" He said again.

"Aniya, not that mother. My real one." remembering eomma's face. It brings me happiness but now that she's gone. I feel dull..

"Wait.. You had 2 mother?"

"Yeah, the adoptive one.. Or you can say, the slut. And the angelic one. My real one." smiling at the thought of her name.

"Nam Areum..." I said.

"Is that your real mother's name?" Jungkook ask.

I nodded. My eyes got teary.

"Where is she now? Did she left you too? How pity." He said chuckling.

"Yeah, she left. And its my fault." tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Where did she went?" He asks again, a little softer. He saw me cried.

"Up there." I said as I look to the sky, which has no star.

He remained quiet.

"I'm sorry." He said looking at me.

"Its fine. I'm sure she's happy now." I answered.

"Now lets go back inside. I think you're cold." I stood up and so did he. I went back in first and then him.

We went to our rooms and sleep.

"Goodnight." We both said together.

I smiled. Then drifted of to lala land.

The next few months has been the same. Jungkook crying with me comfroting him at dawn.

But, we have gotten pretty close and I'm starting to like it. It feels comfortable with this side of him.

We went to hang out together and well, we might consider it as a date. Its his idea of course.

I wonder if this can last forever. I hope it will last but, I doubt it. Infe Sojin returns.. Lets see what happens.

P.S : NOT EDITED.