Oh god! I hate my life

Love?!?!?!?!(IV)

"I cannot believe he'll do this to me, again."

Again! Yes, keyword being again. Chloe's on and off boyfriend Shane Walker cheated on her again.

That F-ing bastard.

Chole and Shane has been together with each other since the beginning of junior year and in this all 11 months of their relationship they have broken up 8 times , yes 8-freaking-times. Every time due to Shane.

You might have thought Chole is a tough girl but no she isn't. She is like a pineapple hard at outside with a crown on top. She walks over everything like she owns it but inside she's the biggest softie.

Shane is the international jerk but Chloe has liked him since kindergarten. You know those time when you think boys have cooties and hate entire male population but this guy helps you when you fall in the ground while everyone is laughing at you.
That's Chole and Shane's story. Since that day she didn't even had any other crush except that guy.

When Shane finally noticed Chole and asked her out she was ecstatic and accepted in a heartbeat. She has always been loyal but that jerk always finds new ways to cheat or break her heart and again comes back crawling saying sorry.

Talk about guts.

"This is 9th time you have said the same thing 'again'."
I told Chole angrily over phone.

"Elieee" I could sense her pouting.

"Don't you dare Elieee me. You need to grow a pair and break it off with that guy on his face and that should be permanent."

"You know Eliee I can't do that I love him."

"Love him? Really? You'll just let his every mistake slide just because you love him and be with that cheating a-hole. I hope you'll think about this again Chole."
With that I hung up.

Can people really do anything for someone they love? Will they really do anything to be with them? I guess I can't really answer that because I've never been there.

They say greatest lessons of our life is learnt through heartbreak. You know I've recently read this meme on Facebook that said Kids have crushes, Men have girlfriends and Legends have breakups.

Is it the pain, the hurt or the realization that you aren't worthy of someone that triggers something within yourself ? I can only imagine though; putting your trust, love literally everything on someone and they just leave saying they found someone else or they feel the spark anymore or you're just a fling or challenge for them.

But do you know what pathetic is rooting over someone who never took a glance while leaving ( I may be wrong.) where coming back is a far thing. Like how can people be so naive that they just take back that person because of their 'Sorry, I still love you. I know I made a mistake but please forgive me I can't live without you.'

I mean you survived till now, didn't you, bruh.

People still follow them like a lost puppy and melt at their every word, hope and fake promises believing them again.

You might say I'll not understand all this because I've never faced this but duh, just because I haven't had a heartbreak doesn't mean I haven't had crushes.

People crying over breakup think people with one sided love have it easy but they don't know the feeling of pain and smile at the same time.