A New Beginning

For the best interest of my baby

" thank you, are you sure you're okay with it Kay?" Weston asked
" yes I'm positive, I could move stuff and you all could sleep in the extra room if you'd like "
" no no we are fine on the couches "
" alright just don't fuck. I think I'm going to take Skylar over to my dads "
" for the night?" Nessa asked
" nope " I said almost to quiet
" Kay, what's going on, what's wrong?" Ellie asked
In that moment I felt many tears escaping my eyes and I ran to the bathroom
" Kay " Ellie and Nessa said coming in
" she seems to really like him, he's so good with her too and he's trying to act like he cares about me but I don't want him to be there I don't want her to love him "  I cried
" oh Kaylynn don't say that, sky needs her dad just as much as she needs you and even though he's a fuck face maybe he will change for her " Ellie said
" I guess " I sighed
" Take sky to go meet your dad tomorrow it's 8:30 she's tired and so are you, I want you to rest " Nessa said
" I will. As much as a mommy can rest I just don't know "
" Kaylynn go change, get some shorts on and go to the beach for half hour and we will make sure sky is okay go clear your head "
" thanks ness " I said hugging her
Ellie's pov-
Nessa told Kay to go to the beach to clear her head so I went back out to the boys
" guys Kay's going to the beach for a bit so do we are on baby duty so can we just watch like a movie or something so we don't wake up Skylar "
" for sure " Ethan said
" anything that makes you happy " Weston said
" pffft whatever " I said laughing
" see you soon guys thanks again " Kay said as she was leaving
" you're welcome, be safe babe "
" I will "
Kay's pov
So I drive to the beach and of course there isn't many people here so I just sit there and listen to some music watching the waves crash against the sand, I continued to do that for a good 10 minutes until I feel someone touching my shoulder
" Kaylynn?"
" Jake?"
Jake was my best friend through middle school but he moved away freshman year of high school I haven't seen him since middle school graduation.
He smiled
" Kaylynn you're so beautiful oh my gosh " he said hugging me
When I hugged him I felt that safety, I haven't felt that in years
" please don't let go " I whispered
" oh Kay, are you crying " he asked
I nodded and held on tighter
" what's wrong Babygirl " he said wiping my tears away
" sit and let's talk " I cried
He sat down across from me holding my hands, he's always been the type of best friend where everyone thought we were in love and he's treated me like his girlfriend all our lives but we never officially dated
" what's going on babe?" He asked gently
" well I was raped, I'm a teen mom, I think I'm doing alright with her though but now her father is trying to be in the picture when I really don't want him to and she loves him but I don't want her to love him because he can't just come in to her life and expect everything to be okay when he abused me the whole time I was pregnant because he didn't know I was and he raped me and that's how I got pregnant and oh my gosh" I said now falling apart
" Kay... Take a deep breathe baby, you have a daughter, what's her name, how old is she, can I meet her? And you're safe now look I'm here and now I know for sure I'm not going anywhere I promise I'm here for you. This is who? Who is her father?"
" hear name is Skylar, she's 5 months old, of course you can meet her whenever you'd like and thank you jakie' her father is josh "
" oh lord... Josh... I'm going to fucking kill him "
" please do "
Jakes pov-
Kay is in huge distress so I hug her tight and we sit there for a bit hugging until I realize she is now asleep
" Kay " I whispered
" huh?" She said rubbing her eyes
" do u have a car? I can drive you in your car home "
" yes it's the black one over there " she said pointing
She handed me the keys and I picked her up and brought her to the car
I put her in the front seat and got into the driver side and began driving, I used her phone to tell me how to get to her house
" jake " she said quietly
" yes Kay "
" I love you "
" I love you too babe " I told her
" Kay tomorrow would you like to do something, go out for breakfast maybe?"
" sure if you don't mind sky, Nessa, Ellie , Ethan and Weston "
" of course I don't mind, bring whoever so say we meet at I hop at 9?"
" sure " she said smiling
" can I walk you upstairs " I asked her
She nodded and we went upstairs
" thank you for everything Jake, I missed you so much and I love you but how are you getting home?" She said happily
" I actually live like 5 mins from here so I'll walk it's okay I promise "
" you don't want me to drive you?"
" no no I'm fine Kay "
She hugged me just like she used to gosh I love this girl, I love her hugs too they're so sweet
I grabbed her face and kissed her and she smiled
" you missed my kisses too huh?"
" I did " she said smiling then she kissed me and man was it wonderful
" alright I really have to get going but i love you, see you tomorrow " she said
" I love you too beautiful sweet dreams, text me I put my number in your phone "
" okay " she said laughing
Kay's pov-
I walk back into the house and smile
" Kay!!! " Ellie whispered
" hi guys, I'm sorry I took long "
" no worries you look better "
" oh trust I am, but I'm going to go bed now so I'll talk to y'all in the AM "
" what happened Kaylynn!!!! "
" goodnight Ellie, Nessa, Ethan and Weston "
" goodnight Kay "
" and goodnight my princess " I said kissing her forehead