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Allen's POV

I was so nervous to go to school today. I honestly am not sure why. Maybe because Regan wants me to be myself. May be because I will see those boys again and if Regan wants me to be myself then I would open my mouth. Maybe because of my father.

My father.

The man who is now out of prison and has already directed me to suicide. Trust me I was ready for it I was so ready to just leave but Regan was right what would happen if I left. Would every one else care. Regan would and my family would I know that but it would keep them safe and away from my father. I told Regan that but he told me he would be back for my sister and mother. Which was true but that doesn't mean I enjoy being the main target until he gets me or I'm dead. I don't know if he will come for me. I mean I saw his brother. My uncle Brock and they never leave each others side and that's how I figured it out because the only reason Brock would come back from Iowa is because my father is back in town. An why on earth would he smirk at me? Is that a warning or a threat? Did it mean my father was coming after me or..

"Babe?" I was snapped from my thoughts by Regan.

"Ya?" I said looking at him. It's been 2 days since the whole suicide incident and we act as if it didn't happen. We didn't even tell my mom. I was gonna throw the razor way but when I went to get it the next morning it was already gone.

"Are you alright? Your off, what's wrong?" He asked grabbing my hand.

"I.. I'm just nervous that's all." I said and his brow furrowed.

"Why?" He asked and I looked at him with doubt. "You'll be fine. I've got you remember?" He said and I smiled when he pecked my lips.

"I know." I said and he chuckled as we walked to the front door with our bags slung over our shoulders.

"Bye kids. Love you." She yelled.

"Bye mom love you too." Me, Regan, and Liz yelled in unison as we walked out. We walked to the bus stop and waited. Molly had got Liz a I-pod because them two are like sisters now so I guess its all good. So Liz had her headphones in and me and Regan just talked.

"You remember what I told you about being yourself?" He asked hesitantly and I nodded.

"Of course I remember that." I said and he chuckled.

"Ya cause it was a pretty memorable night." He said and I felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. He laughed and grabbed my hands while pulling his chest to mine. Then pecked my lips. "And I'm not saying that I want you to have a make out session in front of everyone. But if I grab your hand don't pull away and if I come up to you don't walk off. Let people know we talk I don't give a shit." He said and kissed me again. Then pulled away and spoke again. "Besides you have me in all classes now." He said and I nodded while putting my head on his shoulder with a sigh.

Because my mother cant get a restraining order on my father she asked the school to switch me and Regan's schedules so they were the same because Regan is, in a sense, my bodyguard. Regan and I had the same classes anyway just at different times of the day. Also she got a doctors note saying that some one who could help with my panic attacks had to be with me at all times do to my father being out and that is my bodies why of dealing with all the abuse I'd been put through.

"The bus is here." Regan said kissing my head and letting go of only one of my hands as the bus pulled up. I had to fight the urge to let go of his hand in front of people. It's not that I didn't want to hold his hand. Shit I wouldn't stop kissing him if I didn't have to but I wasn't used to it in front of people. Especially school people. We sat down as people screamed and yelled about the stuff they were talking about. Liz to the one across the isle from us. I looked at Regan who sat by the isle. He had a smirk on his face.

"What's that about?" I asked while gesturing to his lips.

"Nothing just happy that's all." He said and I rolled my eyes while leaning against the window. I sighed and closed my eyes. I was actually really tired because I couldn't sleep last night because Mr. Handsy over here wouldn't keep his hands to himself. We didn't have sex but he still wouldn't leave me alone even though I told him I had to sleep. He was tired too though. I could see it in his eyes. Eventually we pulled up to the school and we all got off. He still held my hand though. A few people looked but most didn't seem to pay attention.

"We have to stop at the office right? To get the new schedule for you and all that stuff." I asked and he nodded. So we went to the office and got the schedule then the stopped by both our lockers. I noticed that he was wearing a t-shirt today not a long sleeved one and smiled. Not only did he want me to be my self but he was going to try as well.

"So where's first hour?" He asked and I pointed down the hall. This time I held my hand out for him to take and we walked.

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