Sitting on the rocky as a society quietly.
Watching the day go away.
My knees drawn to my chest as the invisible breeze sways behind and in front of me.
As I sit with the tree to the right side of me with its leaves shading me from what little of the sunlight is left.
I glare into the distance with the Suns colors mixing from Bright lovely pink all the way to the dark color earned at the end of the rainbow like sunset.
I feel an overwhelming power of calmness as the day slowly dies away.
I am left among this edge watching this show God put on in front of me.
As the Stars Mark perfectly the spot where they're supposed to be I can't help but think.
Think about how the cool air slowly brushes against me. how the silences buzzes in my ears. When I look out upon the city with the moon bouncing off of every nook and cranny with lives filling every home below me. what goes on inside of them
what troubles they hold
What laughter and hope they know.
I could sit up here forever upon this high hill. With breezes from far away to comfort me, and I don't have to think about the hurts of yesterday. I can just let every small problem in my way go. Let it flow in the breeze into a land Anywhere But Here.This night I won't forget, and I don't care that I'm here alone. I'm just me the girl I was 15 years of my life.
I wouldn't trade this night for the moon or the stars because when I'm up here I don't feel; afraid, upset, I don't feel pain, or the knowledge of feeling not enough. I don't feel happy or hyper. I feel calm safe and never want to leave my safe place which is right here.
-B-
