ADHD
100 mile-per-hour thoughts racing violently like Rivers Water trying to find its destiny.
Things seem funny when in math I can't get a things straight.
Trying to keep a straight face as a guy next to me talks randomly.
Hyperactive "let's learn Spanish!" Giggles come about when I should be silent.
They call it a disability I call it the matter of my personality.
Squirrel squirrels squirrels! trying to catch my breath not thinking straight you.
" yay another mistake!"
It'll be okay move on to the next thing.
Going about my day talking and laughing.
my friends like me better this way, and not when I take my medicine. Let's get this straight without medicine I can just walk away, speak my mind hold confidence.
I'm not even afraid of embarrassing things,and I miss those old days when I was that.
when I'm not afraid to talk back.
Just because I hold a flaw doesn't mean you have to stitch it up and fix this scar that's my beauty mark.
Now I can't even get a word out, and I zone out.
I don't feel I can fly so I just flee and hide all the time.
those thoughts keep slowly going calmly I I sit life lifeless I learn like a robot a zombie.
Now things get to me and I'm lonely quiet for so long I never want to talk again.
It's destroying me they've tried to fix me but addicting me to a drug since third grade.
I've been a zombie on a chain glancing at darkness
UGH
I'm tired of this. but what if what if I have an idea?
I'm a rebel, show the world my colorful spell.
show the world that kept me long enough in their reality
Now it's my turn to live it up and my turn to make countless mistakes
And to feel Unstoppable
hyperactivity that's a part of me ADHD.
My Wild Side I never wanna leave
This is me
"crazy Brittany"
you want a crack at me?
come and get me
watch me as I make a mark upon this world
as a I allow Beauty to break like a glow stick
I'm free.
You can never ever stop me.
my disability is that's what's wrong with me?
no you're trying to take away my Unbreakable spirit.
Lol, No go away.
This is me.
Accepted you can't change that thing of me the thing that. Challenges me daily. I am me, and until you are me go away.
This is me
my ADHD
my adventure thing
my embarrassing pack but I don't really mind going crazy.
this doesn't claim me
I do I got ADHD.
what about you.?
-B-
