It's funny when you're mentally dying that people suddenly start to care about your well-being. The way down to where you are now was worse than this pain at the end of the road.
It's crazy that while you're struggling people don't seem to notice your pain. They just passed on by thinking somehow you know 'things are going to change'.
Just when you're about to give up and completely say you've had enough with heavy to your stains on your face people said they would do anything to save your day.
"what happened when you saw me walking along with my hoodie on creating the flow of tears? I know you heard the noise in my pain so where were you?" You ask.
But me. I want to be the one who sees you walk along with your Head low. Who sees your cheeks overflow and with stains of tears. Just tell you I know. I want to say
" I'll take the rest to change your day I need you to know that I'm not letting you walk along this figurative Road alone"
telling you
"to keep your head up little angel"
I don't care if you push me away you wanted to know where I was in the time you needed a friend. I'm here.
I am here to look so look in my eyes. even though yours are Vivid and bright, but underneath blurry with hurtful tears. I want to say
" I know you're struggling with too much pain I'm about to tell you something and hold strong the grasp of my stare take the words as I say them."
" look I know you don't feel okay I know your heart is crushing inside of your aching chest and that lump inside your throat isn't going down. I know you're trying hard to stay alive, but when you go home at night you contemplate between death and life. Darling, I know it hurts to wake up without purpose any more and your eyes are weary with pain by trying everyday. But babe listen to me I see all the beauty in this. I see the overwhelming amounts of strength that is stitched into the hurt you hold. oh the faith that is so present. I know you don't see it underneath all the gray sky, but you don't have to see it to know the visible effects. You are stronger than any mountain. Babe you are an overcomer. I see you walking alone and on your way to a night without hope, but I am here to rescue you. I tell you to keep your head up you asked me where I am. I am right here."
And with that you fall to the ground with all the little gifts of hope you own. you're overwhelmed wondering how someone could care enough just to say the stuff. With that you are rebuilt. walking along with me by your side.
AUTHORS NOTE:
Imagine if we were that brave to make someone's day. To tell them you know the pain they hold Beneath The Mask they wear. Imagine if you are the one to give them Hope. Just you and your simple self. You have the power to rebuild someone's Soul bro they know everyone around them is stronger than they are. Still be the strong person you are and spread that hope. Reasure them that pain is just a thing, but you know they will be okay. Take that risk before they reach the place they can escape. Before they reach where they're mentally dead, but you have the power to do so. Get to them before you can't.
-B-
