I’m just a normal boy. Wait rephrase that, I’m normal to a point I guess. I think I’m pretty normal but see, my “father” thinks otherwise. I lost my mother a long time ago. I don’t really remember her. I look at her pictures sometimes. Not all the time though. Sometimes I really miss her. She understood me the best in my entire family. After she passed away I’ve been having these nightmares. The weird thing is that I can’t see anything in my dream, I can only hear things in my dreams. A voice. A very deep voice. Sometimes I can understand what the voice is telling me. Other times I just hear a whisper. I don’t know what this means. But it’s been going on for a while now. I don’t want to tell my father though. He will only make fun of me more I guess. I dont know what is so wrong with me that I keep having these nightmares. I don’t think they really are nightmares. Sometimes when I hear the voice it makes me do stuff. Small things though. Like go into the kitchen or something. It seems like it is controlling me. It scares me sometimes. I don’t know how to control the voice though. I can’t even talk back to the voice in my dreams. I think it is so weird. All I want to do is ask what the voice wants with me. Sometimes when I do hear the voice all it says to me is “you can’t run away from me” but I’m not running from anyone! I don’t know what it wants with me. I would tell my dad things kinds of things, but you know. I dont want him to think of me anymore “different” than he already thinks of me as. I wish he would just understand me.Sometimes I get pretty scared of these dreams, but who am I suppose to talk to about this? I have no friends and it's not like any of my family will understand me, I feel like I am running out of things to do. I feel like I can't go to sleep anymore or I'll hear the voices..
