Once again I wake up from having that voice in my dreams. This night though, this night was different. The voice, it was speaking in a different language, something I didn't understand. It was really loud last night, usually its never too loud, but this night it was almost screaming, screaming something I didn't understand. I'm glad I didn't understand it, I have a feeling it was something very bad. I wish it would just stop already, I mean I still have to go to school and I can't keep falling asleep in school I don't feel like getting in trouble anymore from my teachers. The voice though this time, how it sounded. It sounded a lot different, like almost a lot more angry this time. I can't describe it but how it was talking, the emotion it had in its voice. It scared me, more than usually. I wish I had some kind of clue what this voice wants or what the voice is. I thought about doing some research about voices in my head, but I don't want my father to know about, I don't want him to find out what I've been looking up. I don't want him to think I'm a lot more messed up then what I am already. I need some serious help about this problem, but I don't want to tell people about what is happening, for now on I'm going to keep it down low. Its just, I don't understand what these dreams mean, they have to mean something don't they? I just don't understand what at the moment, first I need to know what that voice was saying last night which is going to be hard since I don't even know what language it was in. I guess I better try to get more sleep though before I go and research all this and make my brain hurt even more. I just am kind of scared to go back to sleep, I don't know what is lurking in my dreams, what is really there waiting for me to just shut my eyes and go to sleep. I need sleep though, but I just cant face that something or someone is talking to me in my sleep. It bothers me, yet I don't know to completely react because I don't know what this thing is. I need my sleep though..i have school in the morning, hopefully this thing doesn't come back just yet.
