Having Biker Baby

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Excuse me he is engaged . Well my life sucks ,  I'm just looking at him shocked and liv is still crying "il come back when she's sleeping  so we can talk"  what is going on with my messed up life I make liv sleep giving her the bottle . After 30 min he walks back in "what do you need ?I really can't afford to have a baby right now and my old women will be pissed " my tears just roll down  "I need help horse" "il get you an apartment and il give you child support money for her since she really looks just like me it's scary" "okay that's fine I really don't want to cause problems but I had no choice " "no problem il get my boys to get you comfy but you are not sleeping  here my old lady is coming "
Well my life sucks

Pain and two of his brother got me to some flates they look old ,  I get off its around 4 I get to the apartment somehow they managed to get me a queen size bed ,  pain took me to a store he gave me r1500 to get food and whatever we will need I managed to buy few stuff ..  two packets of nappies which cost  r800  I bought baby food for r400  I got coffee and few food I will need pain saw my basket and went and picked tin food ,  meat ,  potatoes and bathing stuff for myself and liv,  juice for liv  and myself he told me he has a sister with a child so he knows what kids need too I was very grateful I got cleaning stuff too

We got to the flat and he just dropped everything and had to leave I left liv to sleep in the car seat  as I started cleaning around 8 someone knocks I went and opened the door I could just see a younger version with less tattoos of horse " hi my masion I just wana drop off blankets and fridge and.... I'd like to be introduced to my niece " I smiled he was the first one who wanted to meet her and get to know her I opened the door but told him liv Is sleeping  he can come tomorrow  and spend time with her he smiled and left atleast I got blankets now I made the bed I finished cleaning around 11 the place was looking  better and smelling clean ,  I took a shower and made bottle for liv and slept

Something  was poking me and laughing I opened my eyes to my beautiful  angel "morning  baby are you hungry" "nana mama" which means food lol I got up made food for liv feed her and got a smaller blanket and put it so she could play with few toys that she has .. I was making mash for liv when I heard a knock "hi masion how are you " "hi Lisa I have an extra TV and dstv you could use also have microwave for you " " wow thank you  so much you didn't have to please come in" he put the mirco wave down and went got TV dstv and a big teddy bear when liv saw it she started getting  happy masion and liv get along well I couldn't find my charger so I asked masion to take me to buy we got to shop second hand job I got charger few toys for liv I got her clothes for her to wear in winter and for when she gets a bit big ,  got home made food masion is a sweet guy " I'm sorry about my brother but he will explain  everything  soon just don't be too hard on him " okay that's all I could say ... liv could watch abit of TV in our one bedroom  I have couch but it's not that great but it's something

Horse gave me child support of r2000 liv goes to day care now and I work at a diner close by its a walking distance  I've met few neighbors ,  some are prostitutes  and some are like me staying with family cause place is affordable. 

Liv is turning  1 in 2 days I got a call from my friends they coming to visit I've sent a message to masion and poet to tell horse liv is turning a year I haven't  seen him since I was at the club,  he sends his brothers to give me money.  I hope he could spend some time with his daughter