The Options

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After I processed the text, I considered my options.
What options?
This picture can not get out,  but is it worth losing a good, no, best friend? I really care about Gene, so much I haven't hung out with some of my greatest friends, including Zane.
I miss Gene.
So much I just want to run up and hug him.
What would you call this feeling?
Hate?
Anger?
Love?
Yes, love.
I'm in love with Gene.
Oh my gosh.
What the hell Aphmau?
You do not love Gene.
You CAN'T love Gene.
But I do.
That's why we kissed, because we like eachother. Or atleast I think so.
But then again, what do I know? My brother abandoned me, me ex boyfriend cheated on me with my ex best friend, everybody body dislikes my current best friend, and my other best friend hate the other one! My life is a complete mess.
I used to be depressed, my senior year of highschool, and haven't been since then.
But right now, my life is shit.
If only Gene knew how I felt.  I can't tell him.  I can't talk to him. I can't feel anything about him.
This is it.
Before I knew, I bursted into tears. I haven't cried in a year.
This
is
all
too
much.

                   Gene's POV

I went downstairs and made an omelette. I've been trying to get my mind off the The Thing. Yes, that thing. But nothing works. Do I like her? No, that's crazy.
No, that's psychotic.
She's my best friend.
Ugh, I'm just going to eat my feelings away.
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