'Move my way' b.s. -on hold-

02.

I was sitting soon 2 Hours in our little red car which is really uncomfortable because it was full of our things.I was sitting on the passenger side and hearing Bon jovis " Lay me down on a bed of roses" to the hundred time.

My mum loves their music and i have to accept that otherwise she would be angry and I just want to see her smiling. And everytime she hears their music it was like heaven to her cause she can relax and fall in their music and sometimes she can also smile.

The last time I only miss her smile.

Everday she crys. This is one thing why I hate my dad so much.

My mum don't want that I notice how broken she is she want to stay strong in front of me but it was really hard for her.

Look ! my mum said, she pointed to a little house , "This is our new home ! "

This house had something special.

In my eyes it looks really beautiful!

The neighbour houses were bigger and look more luxurious.

But who cares.

"I hope we have nice neighbours" my mum said smiling.

I also hope it! i said in my mind.

My mum parked the car and then we step out to examined the house .

She opens the door and we walked in.

Our furniture was already in the house.

So we had just to pack our things in the cupboard and stuff like this .

I wasn't really interested in the house more into Birmingham so i ran upstairs pack my things out just one last quick view into the mirror I wear blue jeans,white converse and a Liverpool hoodie. My hair were in a high ponytail . I look all in all ok.

So i ran downstairs grab my IPhone and at least i shouted to my mum that I go a little bit out.

I look at my IPhone.

I locked my screen and called my best friend Caroline .

"Hey sweetie " Carolines familiar voice said .

"Hey babe" I said

I don't know why but we always called each other with nicknames.

"How is Birmingham so far?" She asked

"Err.. Nothing to our great Liverpool haha " I answered laughing.

She also laughed.

"How is everything about your mum?" she now asked with no laugh in her voice anymore .

" She tries to move on but it's hard for her .." I reply.

"And how is everything about you..?!" she asked

Everytime i feel sad or something like this none notices just Caroline notices.

"I try to stay strong, I don't want to make my mother worry about me ." I said .

" You are such a wonderful person , you always try to stay strong but sometimes you can show that you are also sad ." Caroline said seriously .

"Thanks Hun " I said and wipe a tear away from the corner of my eye.

Than i put my IPhone away.

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So this is it so far .

Hope you like it.

I know it's a little bit dramatic but it will be better soon !

Till now nobody reads the story hope soon it will change :( :)

Stay positive !

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I soon update my story !:)

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